Sleeping but yk whatever I'll just scroll through stories

Sugar Cube - Porcelain Black

There is tons of advice out there although I have to smirk at those that say they aren't here to make friends like okay anti social people I get you, as I am one too but don't be rude to those that want that you know. I would say making friends is diffcult if you aren't overly social or shy as you basically are waiting to be adopted by someone that is your oppsite flashback to elemetry being too shy to say hi and having a girl just come up and be like we are friends now it was great til she moved away. I guess if you want to make friends you kinda have to make the effort to be social, maybe join group that have an interest in or just try to be friendly to coworkers and then you always have the option of being labeled as weird loser that chats online in chat rooms but hey we're all human and crave connection, online friendships can be great too. I wish you the best of luck and worse case turn to animals and journaling, animals don't judge and if you can afford as well as proply take care of a pet they do make good compaions. journaling yes it's something you do solo but sometimes you got to be good with silence and being alone, your own thoughts can provide company although many find it to be unsettling eveuntally you can get used to it and if not you find outlets, working out, creating something, whatever etc.

reading is something I enjoy, try to read a little each day although sometimes I go awhile before reading and then I do binge read books, which is my favorite to do, nothing like becoming so absorbed in a novel hours pass by like mere seconds and the outside world fades as focus becomes the story and characters in the book.

music is so meaningful it's hard to narrow down music to just a few songs that are meaningful, I suppose for now I'd say dying on the inside by nessa b, pain by three days gracem because sometimes pain is the pleasure you seek, you don't always need someone who says it will be better sometimes you need someone that gets the darker parts and then I'd finish it off with anything by ellise, the 69 eyes, plastique noir or any goth alt rock band or dark pop because there is a beauty and a meaningful comfort in the songs that go deeper than surface popluare catch phrases or cliches.

passager princess - nessa barret

Marilyn Manson - Black Magic

I like hipster with lace trim and little rose on center front or like ruffled panties.

look at me sweetheart by SoviaHere

If I am working out at home and it's like summer when the temps soar way too high for my personal liking then yes.

It's just so hot and you'll going to get your clothes sweaty anyway might as well save some laundry.

I don't even see how this is a question, clearly off in house

If you don't want to go around in just socks can always slip on slippers.

Usually in my bed with music playing, sometimes I touch as in rub my clit cause it's sensitive and I don't feel the need to finger myself or insert stuff.

Other times I'll rub against blanket or use this back massager.

I got it to help with sore muscles from workouts but you know it doubles as a vibe for me anyway, it's small and I can set to anything from 1 which is low to like 3 which is hard.

That's hard but like obviously I don't have glistening skin like the beauty that lies in art work which my avatar is drawn in. I do feel like eye color is pretty similar, and I am a blondie with fair skin.

Weird, I always thought it was a myth to be like let's have sex.

I guess it seems you could burn calories during sex if you know how to do it so that happens. Also given the numbers I wonder is it possible to like have sex for an hour, two or three hours because that would burn a significant amount of calories theoretically.

I get that they are all that right now but fashion changes constantly and personally I don't like them. I can see why some do, but if you're going to stare at my ass it will not be because of leggings scrunch or not, tights give a much more erotic feel and sensual as well as you can always act like it's an innocent perfectly normal to wear if you give the excuse of say office wear.

I don't work in an office but what people will assume doesn't matter. Also I mean look at all the beautiful old film stars and novels women wore tights or stockings, now if you want something a little more fun and not as restricting I think thigh high socks or knee high socks are nice too.

I like a variety of music but when I'm working out it's either fast paced hot rock music, or if I feel I need to go at softer pace because I always try to compete with the music I have playing which isn't always a good thing. I go for classical music, those beautiful soft piano pieces or with vilon and cello although I have to be careful because the violin can be quite a passionate instrument which may not work well with certain workouts however for cardio or dance it's perfectly lovely.

Undertaker by GraveyardGuy

Can say what you will but personally think it's a romantic song

thunderstorm, lighting and rain, if viewed from a gothic castle would be perfection

Not sure if this counts but as someone that's pretty shy overall mentioning it. Is is erotic to see someone try to do sensual while being modestly clothed?

Anyway here it is, I like to go on hiking trails that are meant for walking beginner level type, going when most other people who would go there aren't there because timing of day etc and walk it like I am a runway lingerie model, swaying my hips, wearing something that outlines my body listening to good sometimes sexy music then go to park and swing on swing set while enjoying the sensation of wind hitting my body, putting on a show for no one really but my nipples get hard and I'll do little things like lick my lips, whisper along to provocative lyrics and sometimes dance a little along to music obviously while walking. (I think I need to invest in a blindfold cause there's something about closing eyes and losing oneself to sensations that's very pleasant as well as liberating from usual self conscious anxieties).

Really I blame this on my curiosity over exhibitionism and wanting to be a tease while at the same time dealing with feeling invisible, being a loner, that's shy with a mind that can get pretty morbidly dark.

Coffee

I really just take ibuprofen, sometimes place cool washcloth on head, keep it dark and try to relax. It doesn't always work, headaches are really the worst.

I like the beach walks and it's so cool that personal trainer just has a really nice vibe.

such a wonderful question, if you are smart the best way is to not get caught and have it appear as natural causes hence no having to dispose of body. However if disposing body becomes required, you can dislove it in chemical bath, chop up body parts, if confident about not getting caught and right connections assuming body organs are in good shape can donate them to help those needing transplants. Another example is Megan is missing if you can get the body to fit into cylinder container bury the body apparopriately in soil in some obsurce remote forest area. There is also water but more often that not those bodies are eventually discovered unless you make cut on body get blood to flow and dump in ocean where sharks are known to be. Lastly if you are friends with funeral home and can use incerator then you are left with ashes which can easily be disposed of.

personally I prefer morning workouts just get it out of the way for the day or in the evening when it's dark because to be honest it's more thrilling that way, to think about the danger that could be lurking around the corner though that's just my imagination runing away again.

I don't like it as it isn't something that I am super passionate about but it is a neccesacity as try to keep in reasonable shape and I have fintess goals I'd like to achieve as well.

I should be doing workout but you know what I'd rather lose myself in music and reading.

Loner, Dark Romantic, & Sensitive

I think it seems okay just to comment about bra collection without showing pics so most of my bras are from Victoria secret or Pink, I like Pink more because they tend to have elaborate embroidery girly bras that are soft not that Victoria Secret doesn't too but cost wise you can find cheaper bras at Pink with just as cute designs. I absolutely adore the spring line they came out with.

Hard question but good question.

Does lingerie count? If not then yellow babydoll dress it's simple cotton but got these adorable bow lace cutouts on the bottom trim and it just makes me feel cute.

Let's face lingerie is gorgeous so duh want to be admired wearing it and why take it off for sex, should have it with me wearing it while commenting how pretty look in it.