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Grace
Over 90 days ago
Lesbian Cis Female, 76
United States
Forum
Force of Nature
My #2 husband, the shit, was nearly the last man who touched me. I found some wonderful people who helped me realise my path lay with women, and 40 years ago I came out.
I get depressed sometimes when I remember what I went through with #2. I was once diagnosed with depression and prescribed Prozac. Prozac fucked me up physically and mentally. I mean REALLY fucked me up. After three days I realised that no matter how depressed I got it wasn't going to be worse than this. Probably my depression is mild compared to that which some of you live with, I consider myself very lucky indeed on that count.
I had been getting depressed recently, I think 17 years without sex may have contributed to it. I found Lush three months ago by complete chance. Talking to people has been the most wonderful therapy I could ever wish for, and cybersex, while not perfect, has proved to be very helpful too. Not only has my mental state improved, but it has had a physical effect on my husband, giving me hope that he will one day be able to leave these four walls with me.
I am a tart, by the way. To me, there is no such thing as too much sex. That there is any sex in my life at all is amazing. I am truly grateful to the founders and staff of lush for creating a haven for people who need people. May your Gods bless you all and bless those who are helping me regain myself.
PS: Men, I'm sorry I'm hard on you. Most of you don't deserve my scorn and abuse, and I'm learning to separate the wheat from the chaff.
I get depressed sometimes when I remember what I went through with #2. I was once diagnosed with depression and prescribed Prozac. Prozac fucked me up physically and mentally. I mean REALLY fucked me up. After three days I realised that no matter how depressed I got it wasn't going to be worse than this. Probably my depression is mild compared to that which some of you live with, I consider myself very lucky indeed on that count.
I had been getting depressed recently, I think 17 years without sex may have contributed to it. I found Lush three months ago by complete chance. Talking to people has been the most wonderful therapy I could ever wish for, and cybersex, while not perfect, has proved to be very helpful too. Not only has my mental state improved, but it has had a physical effect on my husband, giving me hope that he will one day be able to leave these four walls with me.
I am a tart, by the way. To me, there is no such thing as too much sex. That there is any sex in my life at all is amazing. I am truly grateful to the founders and staff of lush for creating a haven for people who need people. May your Gods bless you all and bless those who are helping me regain myself.
PS: Men, I'm sorry I'm hard on you. Most of you don't deserve my scorn and abuse, and I'm learning to separate the wheat from the chaff.
