Started out with the request from my wife to have an open/ polyamorous relationship. Now we are in a spot where she doesnt know that she loves me anymore or even wants to stay with me. It's been a long 5 years of being open and sitting on the sidelines while she has had multiple partners. Don't know what to do anymore or what the next step is. I meet absolutely nobodies checklist im short blue collar working all the time. Any advice?