At least some of y'all are writing. I'm still stuck in paralysis.

Ouch. I know how Kimmi must feel.
I lost three people in the same two weeks this year - my grandma at the end of February (she was 107 and no, not an exaggeration).
Plus my friend (he was only 35 n had health problems) and the local artistic director/choreographer for our local ballet (whom I loved) the next week.