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Red Sea, Red Sea with waves of my blood and foaming with deception you saltily crash into me repeatedly with no seeming conception of what you claim to be spiritually and what you classically have done with no conscience giving you alarm is it’s opposite polarity which any person older than ten would see and feel remorse not wonton abandon and turn up the heat. as if you’ve got no true connection with with spirit and body and you have neither control or conscientious memory of your own two feet , were they’ve been and where they’re supposed to be or claim superciliously. Boast just so vehemently with your crooked speech and double life you have no remorse whatsoever as you stab me in the back and complain incessantly about almost everything I say and do and you never know how much I struggle with my mind all the time the brain trauma is more than you heard or saw, I’ve been grinding trying to find but the gears keep moving spots and perpetually I’m lost in thoughts so it’s reverse and rewind A to B is a storm cloud squiggle instead of the norms straight line. So with your own theology as a holy roller you cast fire and brimstone where you “ know” God showed ya. At your partner and husband you glower and know I’m no good and I can never atone for, undeserving of love your on a mission for God to settle the score.. I though am about to die I’m in a deserted shore no hope to see no ear to beseech. They say “Life’s a beach” when shit happens and a solution it’s way too far to reachthough you,; you’re a bitch and somehow you’ve mentally digressed and lost what was left our friendship is sucked dry by the succubus screech that your voice became and your lies stain the fabric of our life, undenied what shame. Your not gone through, your just hidden and inhibit my living, as treacherous as the undertow, you surround my desaerted sand mound; my island my new home. The force that is beneath the surface consistent with my devastation your purpose you cut me to the bone For to you I’m worthless. You reside though still inside forever in the shadows and rafters of my mind, and in my heart; mocking and talking with hate and malevolently dropping everything that together we made. So it is with a data driven certainty that I say you are devoid of love or loyalty. I wish I know you before we were married, then now i wouldn’t have a deserted island but a loving family as my home not to mention no traumatic brain injury.

Left me for dead facing 2 felonies.. I still can’t believe you were able to do this… to the best frien you’ve ever had and nobody will ever be able to do what I’ve done for you or love you as much. I stand indomitable no other man can over throw and what I’ve done for you is superlative not once I but at least three different ways unmatched I will forever be try and replace and impossible you’ll see you’ve squandered a treasure till he’s a waste no longer us or we it’s (un)just you then just me.