Rookie Scribe
I would, for one, its obvious you wont rest until you tell someone. If this person is a true friend then he/she would not pass judgment. The Truth will set you free. This is a start, trust me, after telling your friend, you will feel like a Ton has been removed off you, its not like your committing to some crime. Its FEAR. F-alse, E-vidence A-ppearing, R-eal. Go for it sweetie.