48 year old man, single a little more than 2 years, 4 failed relationships, cheated on by the first 3 and the fourth decided she didn't have room to love me in her life anymore. Children are all grown, Longing for a beautiful woman to just love me equally as I do her, that knows what commitment and honesty are and can't break her promises and wants a forever relationship and not a part time one or when it suits her kind of one.