I grew up in a very strict religious environment, as such I have no experience with sex or relationships. I have rejected the beliefs I was raised with, but I don't know how to change course. Through the help of different sources I have realized that I am not exactly straight and that I'm not vanilla, but still not having any experience I don't know what I am. 

The anxiety all of this causes, plus me being an introvert, makes it hard to talk to anybody about any of this. While I am working my way through these issues, what I need is an extrovert to come take my hand and help me explore this new life.