A woman happily married for twenty three years with two great kids.  So why am I here?  My husband is twenty three years older than me and our marriage has been sexless for several years now.  My libido has never been stronger than it has in my forties, with no one to share it with.  I love him, always will, so I masturbate---a lot *laughs*.  And with that self pleasuring has come thoughts I could never share with anyone else.