Depression is one of the reasons I've started writing. All those unsaid words, and feelings did come out as words, and right now depression is one of the reasons I can't write. It has made me feel so numb, and I cannot paint the feelings in the form of words.
Pass, and grabs a bear ..
A no-nonsense lover, gothic ...
I've experienced it once a couple of years ago, even though it wasn't a fearsome visual. I could recall that I wanna scream and call for some help, but I couldn't. I couldn't even get up, even though I was half-asleep.
Often I experience jerks in the midst of my sleep, but this was strange ...
Actually, yes! I had a dream about having sex with an alien after watching MIB-2, and then I fell asleep in the dream and they began experimenting on my body, especially on my male reproductive part.