About
Me? I’m just an edgy dark person, who loves darkness much more than light. medically diagnosed with ever-longing sadness, and Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). (ADHD is just a part of it!) I’m a hopeless romantic people pleaser, sometimes dumb, sometimes intelligent who doesn’t know about himself much. I belong in hell, but 'm still on earth and been wondering why would that be? Why haven't I ended my life sooner? So this makes me doubt if 'm really a coward, or am I giving a chance to myself if things are changing. I'm lost somewhere and trying to find my way out of this hellhole.
I crave for love, hope, and life .. but my life is filled with nothingness. It’s without love, hope and live. I wanna cry, but I can’t. My decisions became bad, and I was in a bad phase in life, that is until I’ve met my Mistress here.
She’s full of love, and heart. She gives me hope, and guides me towards the balance. She gives me the right amount of coldness that I crave, not to heartless, but to strengthen my spine to stand tall and not bow to anyone else. She gives me everlasting peace, to concentrate only on loyalty, honour and obedience from my peart. She’s my heart, and love. She’s my spine, and my Mistress. I always belong to her, her alone. I love my Mistress Maureen!
Interests
External: Books, movies and TV series, writing, music, cooking, nature, sex.
Internal: Love, intimacy, becoming a slave, philosophy, meaning of my life and why the fuck do I even exist, what's my fucking purpose on this earth ...
Favorite Books
Books involving mystery, and thrillers.
Favorite Authors
John Grishm,
William Wordsworth,
William Shakespeare,
Robert Frost,
Stephen Hawking,
Enid Blyton.
Favorite Movies
English:
12 Monkeys,
Interstellar,
Gladiator,
Constantine,
Cast Away,
Into The Wild,
Taken (I),
The Matrix (Saga),
The Dark Knight (Trilogy),
The Shawshank Redemption,
2001: A Space Odyssey,
Inception,
Face/Off,
The Godfather (Trilogy),
Lord Of The Rings (Saga),
The Chronicles Of Narnia (Trilogy),
Blade Runner 2049,
Bourne (Saga),
Oceans (Series),
Pirates Of The Caribbean (Saga),
8MM,
Vanilla Sky,
Eyes Wide Shut,
Edge of Tomorrow,
Hannibal (Saga),
Bringing Out the Dead,
Evil Dead (Saga),
City of Angels,
The Departed (and it's original 'The Infernal affairs' trilogy),
Star Wars,
You've Got A Mail,
Shutter Island,
Con Air,
Inside Man,
The Da Vinci Code,
Upstream Color,
Primer,
Sherlock Holmes (Duology),
The Next Three Days,
Three Men and a Baby,
King Arthur,
Tenet,
The Shining,
Doctor Sleep,
Southpaw,
Ghostrider,
Hitch,
Children of Men,
The International,
Judas and the Black Messiah.
Spanish:
Diarios de motocicleta,
The Bazton (Trilogy),
Contratiempo,
El cuerpo,
El orfanato,
Los ojos de Julia,
El espinazo del diablo,
El laberinto del fauno.
French:
36th Precinct,
Una pura formalità,
Le fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain,
Nuovo Cinema Paradiso,
La migliore offerta,
Ne le dis à personne,
Intouchables,
Martyrs.
Korean:
No Mercy,
The Man From Nowhere,
I saw the Devil,
Vengence (trilogy),
Memories of Murder,
Exhuma,
The Gangster, the Cop, the Devil.
Swedish:
Millenium Series.
Danish:
Department Q (series).
Norwegian:
Hodejegerne.
Favorite TV Shows
Dexter,
Lost,
CSI, CSI: NY,
Criminal Minds,
Bones,
The Mentalist,
How I Met Your Mother,
House,
Fleabag,
Sherlock,
Brooklyn Nine-Nine,
Westworld,
Mind Your Language,
Yes Minister and Yes Prime Minister,
Firefly (including the follow-up movie),
The X-Files (including the movies).
Favorite Music
Slow numbers, melodies, simple and grandiose, soul-melting, country, classical, rap, hip-hop, Celtic, and Nordic.
Interests
Seeking