Yeah I've seen a lot of harsh things, but I was prepared for it, this whole situation is different somehow, not expecting it caught me off-guard. I was very distracted earlier but I'm not dwelling on it as much now. Just crazy sad event.
Okay wellmade, that was macabre, but I laughed, dark but funny.
My problem is I keep thinking about what little things could have changed the outcome. I feel bad that such a quick act of irrationality cost her, her life. How bad it must be for her parents and three younger sisters. How familiar she looks (to my own cousin around the same age). Nothing like that has ever happened in my family, I couldn't imagine losing someone like that. She never imagined when she woke up that day that it would be her last. You don't just lose them, you lose their thoughts and dreams, and every memory they have ever had, every emotion whether happy or sad or wonderment, everything that person ever experienced is gone, forever. Final, in the blink of an eye.
That blows my mind.
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If you are feeling playful and frisky, don't read this post, it is a pretty heavy subject and might give you a buzzkill.
Have any of you looked at something you shouldn't have? How or what do you do to get the images out of your head or stop thinking about it?
A friend of mine (who I now refer to as "asshole") emailed me a picture of a young woman and a link to a story about her, Nicole Nikki Catsouras (18). She looks a lot like my own cousin and the paragraph or so of her car accident story got my interest and I clicked the link to read the rest. Instead, a very crystal clear image loaded on the screen of her annihilated body still stuck in the wreckage. Apparently she got into a fight with her father and stole his Porche 911. Fifteen minutes later, going 100mph, she clipped a car and lost control, hitting a cement toll booth/overpass thing at 100mph.
She very obviously died instantly.
I keep seeing the before and after pictures in my mind, I can't stop thinking about it for an hour now. Its horrible, actually makes me physically hurt for her and her family, just terrible.
I keep seeing my cousin in my head. How the hell do you think of something else?
Have any of you looked at something you shouldn't have? How or what do you do to get the images out of your head or stop thinking about it?
A friend of mine (who I now refer to as "asshole") emailed me a picture of a young woman and a link to a story about her, Nicole Nikki Catsouras (18). She looks a lot like my own cousin and the paragraph or so of her car accident story got my interest and I clicked the link to read the rest. Instead, a very crystal clear image loaded on the screen of her annihilated body still stuck in the wreckage. Apparently she got into a fight with her father and stole his Porche 911. Fifteen minutes later, going 100mph, she clipped a car and lost control, hitting a cement toll booth/overpass thing at 100mph.
She very obviously died instantly.
I keep seeing the before and after pictures in my mind, I can't stop thinking about it for an hour now. Its horrible, actually makes me physically hurt for her and her family, just terrible.
I keep seeing my cousin in my head. How the hell do you think of something else?
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The Killers - Don't Shoot Me Santa - music video
Best Christmas Song ever made, video is hilarious also (pay attention to lyrics, funny!). Worth your time.
Best Christmas Song ever made, video is hilarious also (pay attention to lyrics, funny!). Worth your time.
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Quote by WomanQuote by anarchist
They shave their body hair, use hair products and male makeup and face creams, ..... They're often seen admiring themselves in mirrors.
Male make-up?
Are you serious?
So... now you are telling me women can now turn the table and complain that men take way too long to get ready? hummm... I could get used- never mind! I prefer an alpha man not an alpha wanna be.
Actually, yes. A lot of women in America are complaining now days because men are taking longer to get ready than they are.
