I can't imagine the life you are enduring. At sometime you probably gave in and thought you'd never have sex again, which is normal. That was very unselfish of your husband to allow you to find another man to enjoy. And then to meet another couple in the same situation. I think your guilt is very normal. I think it is a stage that you and the other husband will go through. The sex that you and this other man had sounds like such an awakening. You both probably wanted and needed and desired the sex maybe you have dreamed or read about over and over while you masturbated before the spouses had the talk. It sounds like you really let yourself go and opened your mind and body to this older gentleman. As a man that gets no sex, I couldn't tell you how amazing it is to finally have a woman that opens themselves up. To be able to make her orgasm over and over, enjoying her loud moans. This older gentleman might feel guilty, but I'm sure he can't wait to enjoy you again. To have a younger woman that is sexy and vibrant...he is on cloud nine. Enjoy your time with each other. You both need good quality sex for your health. Sex is a foundation of good health. The oxytocin that is released and the dopamine. Enjoy it as much as you can. Again do it for your health.
