Hello and thank you for taking the time to come and see me and maybe be part of my journey.

Some of you may have previously met me as CarrysbiSailing, an owned and collared slave to Mistress Carry. When I first joined Lush, I was starting a journey of discovery following several years of dramatic events and decades of denial and suppression. Mistress Carry was a huge part of my learning and discovery and I will forever be grateful to her for everything she has done for me and continues to do so. However, as with all journeys, it moves from phase to phase, season to season and the time has come for me to emerge from my cocoon and spread my wings like a butterfly to continue to grow and develop myself, particularly in the real world. Whilst I will always have and be proud of my submissive nature, I am not currently seeking a new Mistress and any such offers will be politely declined.

I am easy going, caring and love the outdoors, particularly sailing, horse riding and hiking and like meeting and chatting to people. I also like to cook and do some baking. Honesty, Respect and Trust are the cornerstones of my life, ones I try to live by and will always look for in others. They cannot be demanded or bought, only earned. I am here to discover my true self. I am loving the feeling of submissiveness, that I have never experienced before, growing inside me, filling my thoughts and feelings, but I am not a push over. I know what I like and how I want to be treated and will not accept anything less. And although I wish to explore my sexuality and preferences, I will NOT submit to a male.

I love to chat and can sometimes be found in the Lounge so please do come and say hello. Whilst I love to chat, please be aware I am a genuine open person and do not have any ulterior motives or seek to mislead. I treat Lush not as a play ground or fantasy land, but as a part of my real life and offer the hand of friendship to all with no prejudice. You will notice I do not have a large number of friends. That is because I value my friendships and each one is very special to me and brings something positive to my life. If you are not on my list then let's talk. Equally, if you leave my list, the door to a return is never closed.

Unfortunately, a couple of times recently, I have been let down by those I thought I could trust by their own self interest which in turn has put a huge strain on some other trusted friendships. To those I have inadvertently hurt and let down, I take full responsibility for my weakness and errors and offer my sincere unconditional apologies. To those others, you have taught me another valuable lesson in honesty and trust.

One of my aims in life is to undertake long, meditative walks often called Pilgrimmages. The most famous European one is the Camino de Santiago and if anyone has a similar aim or has completed this I would love to chat to you. I am also starting to learn to speak Spanish and if anyone has any hints and tips please let me know.

We are all on our own journey so take care and maybe walk with me for a while.