I live a pretty isolated life in a small rural town and without any close friends. My father has always been very protective of me, so I haven't dated anyone for very long, nor do I have any real experience with men sexually. Now that I'm renting a tiny apartment a short walk from working at the bakery, I finally have my own internet service and an old laptop to socialize through. I'm very shy about my appearance, only dressing up on special occasions and wearing makeup for holidays. I tend to prefer conversations with older men and women who tend to make me feel more self-confident and attractive. A friend told me that Lush is a great place to meet both men and women, maybe even sharing the personal fantasies which I write about while I'm alone. I enjoy watching adult films of other young women like me, having secret affairs with mature men and even older married couples too. My name is Mandy if anyone is interested in sending me a message and saying hello. I am really friendly and would love to hear any comments about my first social media selfies.