Getting stuck in the pouring rain while running barefoot through the Wal-Mart parking lot because you left the windows down.
Congratulations Jen. You really are such a gem. You're very much appreciated for all you do. You deserve this and so much more.
I greatly appreciate all the mods here and the amazing job you do. I know that it's not easy to read through so many stories daily. You all make it look so very easy. Especially at comp time when trying to not get through your normal queue but the comp stories as well. A huge thank you for all you do to keep this site up and running so smoothly.
Is 1230 to early for a drink? Well as they say it's five o'clock somewhere. I'll join sprite with a shot of tequila and Miss Curvy with a beer. An ice cold Yuengling please. I must write, I must write. A mantra I need to repeat.
Good morning. My turn to set up BB. De-sludged (aside for Carl) and brewing. The kettle is filled and turned on to steep. I've got some of Miss Curvy's cake out of the freezer. I hope everyone has a wonderful day. Today is my anniversary. Eighteen years of marriage. Can't believe it's been so long. We aren't doing anything special today. So it's I'm gonna try to get to something. Hugs for all who need one.
Thank you so much ladies. I was definitely having a day and cried silent tears last night. The anxiety can be overwhelming at times. I really do have a lot on my shoulders, which I'm sure many of us here do. I am very grateful to have you to silently lean on when I need to and who are here to listen to me even when I don't exactly understand what I'm feeling or why. You are amazing women. Thank you for the support always. ♥️♥️
I am watching my girl color.
Having a day today. My anxiety has been high for a couple weeks. My therapist has been worried about me crashing for awhile. Today might be that day. I just am feeling so out of sorts. I wanna scream, cry, and curl up in a ball to disappear. I just feel like everything is so overwhelming. I feel like I carry so much on my shoulders and no one understands the weight of that. I worry about so much and can't stop. I saw my asshole stepfather posting on Facebook about having no one and how his life is and I just want to post so much underneath. How he took so much of my life away from me. How can he still get to me all these years later? How can a post make me feel so weak? All those people telling him how much of a good person he is and families drift apart. Do they know he was just found od'd left on a porch to die? Do they know he crashed my brother's car because he nodded out behind the wheel and my brother is responsible for the damages.
Then I was so anxious that every part of my body was wound up tight to go to court for disability. Just driving there was so hard. How can this be? I drove for a living and it was difficult to drive the highway and around the city to get there only 30 minutes away but felt like a world away. Of course I have no answers yet from that but things did seem to go well. It would definitely help some. Life is hard. Having anxiety and depression makes it that much harder. Some days I just don't know what to do. I'm sorry for letting everything out here I just needed to release some of this somewhere. I'm sending hugs to anyone who needs one. Thank you for being here.
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