Hi everyone I am newly separated and starting my new journey in life. I am a lace and silk kind of woman . I have always kinda knew I was different from other ladies. I grew up in a rural area and well I have to admit I have always been a flirt and I have teased a little and I love attention and well I was blessed by mother nature and like the other ladies in my family I am a member of the big boobs club and well you get it. As time went on I found that I really enjoyed sex and I have a very big sexual appetite and yes I found a few sexual things I really enjoyed. I was no angel when I was younger I was a little wild and well i finally got married to a guy that was just as wild as I was and we had a very good sexual relationship behind closed doors. We were just an innocent farm couple to everyone and well we had everyone fooled because we had our secrets. I was faithful to my husband and well we lived out our fantasies and desires and I did things for him that my sound strange or weird but I did what he wanted and I did things I wanted things to make me feel sexy and things he wanted me to to make him happy. Fetishes and well it started about ten years ago and well it kinda stated slowly he started pushing me to do some stuff and it went to us swinging he wanted me to be with other guys and well I ended up going back to the way I was and then after a while I starting doing it without him and well he ended up wanting to stop and I tried but I just couldn't I kept doing it and well I ended up on my own and I love my new life I am happy with the new me . He created a monster and well I am me . I am here to tell my story's and to let other ladies know that it's okay to be honest with yourself and be who you are inside and out and go get what you want. When men do it is okay but when a woman does it they are a you know. I am going to be who I am and tell you all about it lol.