It was summer, and my friend Chris and I were mucking around in the woods when we found a page from a porn mag. We both stared at it hard. Neither of us had a girlfriend, and we hadn't seen a great deal of naked women before. Seeing this woman, with her legs open and lingerie pushed aside, was one of the most exhilarating things I had seen in my life. We spotted another page nearby and eagerly ran to collect it and absorb...

This experience occurred when I was in my late 20s. At that time, I was extremely fit and competing in kickboxing. I had to keep myself light for my weight category, so I reckon I looked decent. Even if I do say so myself. I trained at a kickboxing club six nights a week and worked during the weekdays. I lived with a girlfriend who was very understanding of all my activity elsewhere and we still somehow managed to have lo...