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Over 90 days ago
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Home alone for the first time in quite a while. I've already put the music on blast and danced naked through the house, ate Chunky Monkey while looking at a movie in my husband's precious mini theater, I did tai chi in front of the sliding glass doors leading to the patio, harassed the dog and cat with my red light pointer, played on and ordered things I don't need online. I'm bored. I can't wait for someone to get home.
I sort of think the "concept" of the muse is a crutch. They're depended on far too much. When you actually base your characters on an actual physical muse , you sometimes limit your story. That freedom to create or recreate gets stifled if you just stick to that focus. I've seen some writers unable to write waiting for their muse to visit them. Don't wait on her or it. She has no loyalty.

She's heartless and at the same time your angel of mercy.
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Whoever is condemner-in-chief, I'll be rebelling against their authority in hell, like I do here. If it's a crime to scavenge, then I'm a criminal writer. Karma can do with me what it will. I've never let consequences stifle my quest for truth. I don't think most people are aware of how interesting they are in their everyday lives and habits. If they are unable to be that self-aware, I'll always try to be aware enough for both of us, and capture indelible moments from their lives as character elements in my stories. By writing them down, I choose to believe I am making them even more indelible. You can call me a succubus, or you can call it tribute. I prefer to think I'm immortalizing them, for good or ill. I'm most acutely aware of my own foibles, so I'm the most-oft recurring character in my writings.

I'm pretty sure I will find a far more interesting population in hell than I will in heaven, and if that's where I'll find the naked twister games, judge me hellbound!


Mmm... Hell's just getting better and better. I can't wait to taste your wine.
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i just usually call all mine Nicola and Stephanie.


I think you should throw a Regina in there every once in a while. Say her skin was like spun gold sparkling in the sunlight and tasted of honey. She was the type of chocolate you could never get enough off, creamy and sweet. Her juices played on my tongue and I had the desperate need to wrap myself in her dark body. Regina was water and I was fully immersed...

Uhm, sorry. I got a little carried away there. I'm just saying...
Sometimes the name comes first. It just comes and I play around with it in my mind. Most of the time it is unintentional, an escape when I get bored--which is frequently. Then, the story forms around the name.

Then sometimes, I'm thinking of this story and I'm visualizing the characters, their personalities and their backstories. The name just comes. With this particular series I'm working on now, I looked over some early cultural Norse names and chose names that embodied my characters. I also had to think about pronunciation because I wanted the fluidity of how the name falls off the tongue to assist in the understanding of the character (if that makes any sense). I didn't want it to visually or phonetically interrupt the story.


Okay, you guys can go back to what you were doing...?
And too, "The Mission". It is very moving. The soundtrack is amazing. We had a quartet perform Ennio Marricone's "Gabriel's Oboe" for my bridal march.

I love some of the ones that have been chosen.

"The Fountain" has to be one for me. Everytime I watch it I glean something new. The visuals are amazing (and not just because I'm Buddhist).

I love some of the ones that have been chosen.

"The Fountain" has to be one for me. Every I watch it I glean something new.


"To read a poem in January is as lovely as to go for a walk in June." ~ Jean-Paul Sartre
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Which stocking was... Oh... That stocking... It might have been uhh... Used? Well... Worn.

When she comes outta the bathroom, I'll ask her if there's something in it!


I do so much appreciate the naughty in you!
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Girls! Where was my invite?! x


You didn't see it in your stocking?
Writing
is a job,
a talent,
but it’s also
the place to go in your head.
It is the imaginary friend you drink your tea with in the afternoon.”

~Ann Patchett, Truth and Beauty
I'm forced to read so much professionally in order to stay on top of things. I wish I could read more of what my friends write because they are amazing and I learn too. When I read them I really like to concentrate and focus on what they write. I don't just comment randomly. I like to share what I think or feel. I know I always appreciate that. I hate when I read an identical comment on another story by someone. It just seems like they are being polite or not really reading it at all. I'm making it a goal to do more Lush reading in this coming year. I appreciate any reads I receive. Sometimes friends send me links and that always makes it easier. So friends please know that I do care and appreciate what you are putting into your writing.63cLiCvoGyLFLBzs

The Forum takes less concentration and can be easily accessed while enduring a wait or sitting in my car.

I'm not even going to break it down to percentages.EaUsuNJ70aLbYlZ1

(don't you hate it when people overuse Emojies)
I've met a few Lushies that have flown through since I've been here.
Only one was the right person and it was under the right circumstances.
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oh? sans panties, i hope..? ;)


I do my best work naked.
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why in h e double l would i want to be careful with a 'threat' like that? ;)


That's the Sprite I know and love.
If you don't stop flirting with me, I'm going to have to sit on your face.iAOQAGhPR02Y9R7f
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yeah, bring the whip, you;ll need it... not that i approve of that kind of stuff, but i mean, just in case things get out of hand, like i forget to call you Mistress or something, right? you never know, it could happen!


I'm known to make a lot of people lose their ability to think when they are with me. That just means I'm doing it right. You may enjoy...forgetting. Careful now.?
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how do you feel about 33yo women, tho?



If they are anything like you...Yum, I'm up for a good challenge.ranjBQpA8jbBWqel
I've always loved older men. I've slept with younger guys, but could never take them seriously. I lived with a professor in grad school and there was twenty-six years between us. I learned so much and he spoiled me for any other man. I was introduced to needs I did not know I had. When I earned a scholarship for a PhD program, he had to make me leave. He felt as if he was holding me back. I still have the ring he gave me.

My current husband is sixteen years older (which I didn't believe at first) and more active than most guys a lot younger than he is. He's mature, secure as well as offering security, wise and experienced. My needs are met.

I strongly advise woman to try relationships with men that are not in the state of "finding myself". Older men generally know who they are.



“Drop jealousy, drop envy, they make you ugly, be loving, be accepting, and most of all, be happy just the way you are.”
~Tamara Brown