I've had a cliche life, wife, 2 kids dogs and cats. I was married 34 years and was widowed 3 years ago. I have always been a closet crossdresser and now that I live alone, I have the freedom to enjoy it more. I've been becoming more aware of my sexual desires and some curiouosities. I have not acted on them and don't know if I would, but it's fun fantasizing and learning about new possibilities.