I was groomed young by guys in my neighborhood to be their homo.  The experience got fixated into my orientation and I can't shake it off.  I am not a gay male nor do I act like a faggot.  I am a purebred homo who never hangs off str8 guys.  I don't advertise and I never send guys a signal that I am interested in them.  Guys have always heard about me and they come looking for me when they need me.