Hey everyone, thank you for the advice. Really appreciated. We have talked over and over and it changes for a bit then goes back don't get me wrong I know some of this is my fault.
Just want to add again as i did in the original post nothing could ever happen with that work colleague as I do love my husband we are best friends and have known eachother for 11 years! We were on and off before we officially got together. I guess I just needed to get my thoughts out there i even said above that I sounded pathetic as I know i love him and I know he loves me and we do have some brill times together. I think work and other things have got in the way of that over the years. I've worked nights for about 4 years and that meant he would get in from work and I'd be going back out vicious cycle!! I know relationships aren't easy which is why I don't want to give up on us. I was just asking for advice/ when would you know it's over (the fact I'm asking that clearly means I don't think we are). I just needed to get it out and talk!
Again thank you for the advice.
Rookie Scribe
it hurts to see him most days...
there is also a work colleague who has caught my eye and we are always flirting but nothing can happen.. Have to say I'm a bit sad about that as I feel like I like him :/