Just getting back into the rat race of life, having survived a Chronic Suicidal PTSD suicide attempt 760 days back, 5 days after my 61st birthday. Lush stories is assisting in my Mental Self-Healing process. Lots of time to read now that I have been pensioned off by the South African Gold Mines. 🤣😈 Divorced after 38 years in a narcissistic marriage. Love recreational fishing, camping and the outdoors.