Since Covid we have not been living together. I did not have time to update my biography yet.

My hubby is a cd, sissy, sub bi. I have found panties, stockings, heels in his car. He is tall 6'. The sizes tell me those could be for a woman if he has a girl outside. I also found some DVDs, shemale, tranny, cd, etc but no gay.

He does not know I know his secret. I would not tell him I know that because I do not want a rift between us and I'd keep my marriage in peace. he pretends nothing happened at home. he still keeps his conservative style at home also.

he has no open relationship with other ppl but has a stable man over 3 yrs.

I am afraid to mention to him for fear of him making life more difficult for us. I hope if I can keep him in my life.

I did not see my hubby was girly before since we married. He is still conservative now. And he is kinda dom in his business. He owns his business.

I feel so repulsed and frustrated but that turns on me too. I discovered my hubby's fetish, I was so angry and yet turned on later. I would not kick him out and I do not want to have an open arrangement after that and no willing to became good friends instead of hubby and wife.

Since I found his secret, I getting into shemale, cd things and imagine how he is used by his man. I could accept others cross dressing, but not my hubby but what weird is I do not care to imagine other cd or tranny as my hubby! when I watch porn or your guys pics, I always think which one close to my hubby's style and the crazy images in my mind are also including he became a tranny for his man and used as the man's woman. After i found my hubby's fetish, I been with a tranny. you can read this unique expereince in my story.

Yes the problem is I am not dom. With him, I always expect he can do more dom things in our private time. Even I could be open to his secret but I do not think I can become dom for him. I do live with my hubby so it is still a major problem - not telling him the whole truth i found - but if we were co-habit.................. no

I want to understand my hubby without risking exposure, it may help to chat with like minded men or any woman who has similar hubby or bf on this site