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oldhound
Over 90 days ago
Straight Male, 58
Saudi Arabia
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Grrrrrr, that was the point trinket. Of the women Ive spoken too, the act was done for two reasons, their man really wanted to, and had ”earned” it, or as a tool to get him to do sonething.. But there was one lass at Campbell, said she loved it...more than vaginal. Never found out though. She had a real aversion to the furry folk lol.
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Name is very clever word play, profile.is concise, easy to follow.
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I had unintentionally but thoroughly, hijacked a legitimate thread, selfishly overiding another persons real question with my freakish issues. To those who took the time and effort to provide input, your effort is greatly appreciated. Id like to apologize to all who read the posts I made, as they made little sense, were out of orser and context and sounded more than massively ”whiny”.
Here is the synopsis if my issue, it will be extensive, so if it bores you, feel free to disregard and move on. Im 45 years old, retiring from the US Army after 23 years of service as an MP. My issue is that my life completely sucks. I have been married twice and divorced twice. First wife left because ”I was gone too much”, (this was before the war), she left me for a Co worker of hers ten years my senior and 50 pounds overweight. Second wife basically tricked me into marriage. How you ask, I have ptsd, from an incident before I joined, makes me very overprotective of women. She played on that so I ignored lies that popped up, manipulation, etc. Did I love either woman, the first, yes, the second, no. Now before marriage or in between, I meet ladies and fall hard for them. But I am always tossed aside for the cool guys, the better looking, charming suave types Id love to bury a ka bar in. since I started dating, age 14, there have been 33 if these ladies. Yes I remember all of them, they all did a very good job imprinting themselves on my memory. The latest, or last I keep wanting to say, was a much younger lass, in another unit. We knew each other from in processing, but I just looked out for her, single mom, pretty girl, bad men yada yada. A little over a year ago, I was on dating site and her picture came up as wanting to know about me. I contacted her as discreetly as possible, asking her about the site. She was on it, but that wasnt her profile. She easily figured out who I was, even said she preferred older men, and was attracted to me. Nothing physical happened, as she was having medical issues at the time that forbade sex...well with me anyway. One weekend she vanished off the radar and I freak. We had spoken the night prior and I thought I messed up, I do that a lot. I was also scared because of her condition. When she did answer two days later, she said she was with family, I didnt own her and I needed to calm down. Find out she was with one of the guys that worked for me! A little thug wannabe car guy, who KNEW I was talking to her, her pic was my background. I get told Im too needy and timing. So for the 33d time, I am nuked. I have no ego or self esteem left. I want to shred him, cant. He sees me as no threat, all the better for my ego. Oh why so many? I kept falling for that ”tgeres someone out there for you” line and Id go balls to the walls to show a girl I could make up for my looks with passion and intensity and romance. I tried to get this out in the other thread, but screwed it up and pissed a lot of nice people off. So any takers on the impossible loser express?
Here is the synopsis if my issue, it will be extensive, so if it bores you, feel free to disregard and move on. Im 45 years old, retiring from the US Army after 23 years of service as an MP. My issue is that my life completely sucks. I have been married twice and divorced twice. First wife left because ”I was gone too much”, (this was before the war), she left me for a Co worker of hers ten years my senior and 50 pounds overweight. Second wife basically tricked me into marriage. How you ask, I have ptsd, from an incident before I joined, makes me very overprotective of women. She played on that so I ignored lies that popped up, manipulation, etc. Did I love either woman, the first, yes, the second, no. Now before marriage or in between, I meet ladies and fall hard for them. But I am always tossed aside for the cool guys, the better looking, charming suave types Id love to bury a ka bar in. since I started dating, age 14, there have been 33 if these ladies. Yes I remember all of them, they all did a very good job imprinting themselves on my memory. The latest, or last I keep wanting to say, was a much younger lass, in another unit. We knew each other from in processing, but I just looked out for her, single mom, pretty girl, bad men yada yada. A little over a year ago, I was on dating site and her picture came up as wanting to know about me. I contacted her as discreetly as possible, asking her about the site. She was on it, but that wasnt her profile. She easily figured out who I was, even said she preferred older men, and was attracted to me. Nothing physical happened, as she was having medical issues at the time that forbade sex...well with me anyway. One weekend she vanished off the radar and I freak. We had spoken the night prior and I thought I messed up, I do that a lot. I was also scared because of her condition. When she did answer two days later, she said she was with family, I didnt own her and I needed to calm down. Find out she was with one of the guys that worked for me! A little thug wannabe car guy, who KNEW I was talking to her, her pic was my background. I get told Im too needy and timing. So for the 33d time, I am nuked. I have no ego or self esteem left. I want to shred him, cant. He sees me as no threat, all the better for my ego. Oh why so many? I kept falling for that ”tgeres someone out there for you” line and Id go balls to the walls to show a girl I could make up for my looks with passion and intensity and romance. I tried to get this out in the other thread, but screwed it up and pissed a lot of nice people off. So any takers on the impossible loser express?
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Attention seeker....I hate that. I just wished to learn or get validation to my theoriws of what I was enduring. Guilt was not a goal at all. Thank ypu for the written kick in the panta, I gather this is what trolling is and I am very sorry. My thanks to Al who wrote,I learned something fron each
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Again, I am being misunderstood. My fault, I apologize. The young lady who broke thw beasts back was the 33d. Why do I know the number, because each has been very clever in how it was done. Way to many ti list and have BS called on each. I dont drink because I do have ptsd, from before I joined. Sex is not an option because you need a partner, not likely as now I emit the bitter ass pheromone. Did none of you ladies think there were not repercussions when you chose who you chose in life? None of you on this site may even k.ow me if I gave you my name and where I grew up, but you all know someone like me. Im the one hit one too many times. And the messed up thing, Im still bound to be there for hwr,, all she has to do is ask. Because its my job, its all Ive done for thirty flippin years. So make your jokes, call me a liar, I wish I was. Ill read the comments and learn or just remember. At least I proved I was right, I dont need to be amongst you all.
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Mr Lafayette meister: I am on a drug called gabapentin, or nuerontin. It is prescribed for my back, I blew a disc out in 03. It helps the nerves handle pain stimualtion or some other doctor speak, but it is , according to thw army shrink, a mood stabilizer. Yes I have had 13 concussions from thinfs ranging from a punch to the head breaking up a bar fight, to a fire extinguisher flying loose in a Humvee when we drove into a bunker to drunk dare of who can break the door down. The fur...its thick and well now its grey, and grows quickly. Im six foot, five foot eight is covered. The.going.gay remark was to an expexted response that I try that option. I have done really cool shit, but I have.still failed at the majority of what I could have succeeded at. Took me three years to get my wings, because Im an acrophobe. Not a goodrecord to hold. I have more ribbons than many Soldiers two and even three ranks higher, not a good thing. And I really dint know what trolling is