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patokl
Over 90 days ago
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My thoughts about the category:
I assume that the same rules as everywhere else apply with regards to age and consent. So even in stories we're talking about sex between two or more consenting people of at least sixteen years old. I think that sex between truly consenting partners, even if they are closely related, should not always be condemned, and tthat stories about it are acceptable.
I assume that the same rules as everywhere else apply with regards to age and consent. So even in stories we're talking about sex between two or more consenting people of at least sixteen years old. I think that sex between truly consenting partners, even if they are closely related, should not always be condemned, and tthat stories about it are acceptable.
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Quote by curvygalore
I'm nodding my head throughout this thread, with my heart going out to everyone's heartrending stories.
Like you all, I feel awkward about saying Me Too. I'm just aware that incidents both major and minor have chipped away at my confidence and freedom and sexual expression to a certain degree. It's an inner cage a lot of us seem to have to exist within...
I understand that cage, it's the wall you've built to protect yourself. Sadly, those walls usually also keep the pain inside. There ought to be no shame in saying #metoo or in sharing your suffering, there is no guilt in being a victim.
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Quote by Gillianleeeza
I hate that a place I love to come to escape stress is now triggering some very unhealthy things in my head and bringing up memories long buried. I had thought I escaped this cycle but it's calling me back and that I cannot allow.
Like Ping said, don't do that. You're not alone.
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Quote by kiera
Hey everyone, how are you all?
I just went on FB and got another punch in the gut. Paul would have been 50 in 7 days, I used to tease him rotten about how close he was to reaching the big five zero.
I've just upset myself and gone through my wedding pics. It's hard to believe that on my birthday ten years ago when I turned thirty, he turned forty shortly after. We'd already been together for six/seven years. I remember though because we went out for a Chinese with some family and friends to celebrate. Reece was less than a year old, and I was pregnant with Giorgia. We were so happy back then.
We laughed and joked about how we would celebrate my 40th and his 50th in ten years time. What the kids would be like by then. He was funny, he refused to acknowledge that he was ten years older than me because of a matter of days lol.
We married a few years later. The wedding was awesome. For those few who I am friends with on FB you will have seen the pics. Me trying to shove his face into our wedding cake. Him trying to escape out of a window lol. He was always funny, we clowned around so much that day. Our life was often like that, and then it wasn't.
Looking back on how we were then, I would never have believed we were not going to make it. We were supposed to be doing something amazing this year to celebrate. I was supposed to be teasing the shit out of him for being so old. But I can't fucking do that now because it all fucked up and now he's dead.
I wish I hadn't gone on Facebook. I really miss him today, I miss how we were. I hope he has found peace. Those last few years he struggled so much with his depression and I couldn't help him. I wish I could have been stronger like I am now but I wasn't and now he's gone.
Kiera, do not blame yourself. You stood by Paul for better and for worse and you were there for him until the end. You say you weren't as strong as you are now. I doubt that. Living with someone who is suffering from a severe depression is hard if they're physically healthy, it's even tougher when they're very ill. You must have been strong then too, but even if you were not, it's very hard to help someone conquer their depression, if they can't make the first steps themselves. I'm sure you did what you could and nobody, you included, could have expected more.
