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Quote by Becky4Texas
Well I guess I asked that incorrectly....should have been do you wonder what the heck you are doing with your life.....OOPS
I'll answer that question too.
No, I'm perfectly aware of what I'm doing with my life. Do I regret where my choices (and the choices of people I loved and trusted) have led me? Sometimes, but life is what it is and there's no turning back, so I take every day as the start of my future, enjoy what it brings me as much as I can, and try to make life as good as possible for the people my life touches.
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Yes, although I took care not to get busted.
HYE been so angry at someone, that you deliberately hurt them?
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Quote by gypsygyrl
Good morning. I hesitated about writing again but I could use some advice please. My son who was diagnosed with bi polar has decided he is tired of the meds. Tired of the feeling and tired of the rotation game with psychiatrist. He stopped seeing his therapist at school 2 months ago. He stopped the meds 2.5 months ago including his ADHD meds. He told his psychiatrist he feels ok now and wants to handle things on his own now. He told me after the appointment he is happy he is "cured" and wanted to celebrate. There is no way anyone is ever "cured" of being bi polar and I worry about his having an episode and not having immediate access to his psychiatrist who, surprise surprise, told us he was moving to a new position at the end of the month. Even is he decided to go back to see him, we would have to start over with someone new. Can anyone suggest signs to look for or suggestions of how to help him cope if he does have another episode? I can already hear him up late at night at 3 and 4 am making noise. I hope he is not hiding his manic episodes where he would stay awake for a few days.
No two people are the same. That goes for bipolar people just as much as for anyone else. So for an outsider it is not easy to tell you what to look for, beyond the general set of symptoms, which you can find on many websites, for instance here..
As for the psychiatrist, it might be an idea, to already find a new one and if possible, to discuss your worries with him (or her of course). Maybe you can make an arrangement with him/her about what to do and when to call, to be better prepared when an episode does occur.
I'm afraid this is the best I can do for you, I hope it helps you a little bit.
And Allysa, never hesitate, okay?
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Quote by kieraWalk in there with your head held high. You're only human, just like they are. Nobody is infallible. There's no need to be ashamed of that.
I am going to have to do the walk of shame and sign the book of doom, we all overslept. That School is way too strict on lateness, it's rather intimidating walking into the office a few minutes late getting all those looks of disapproval from the staff and having to sign the dreaded late book. I need to leave in 6 minutes, and I'm not even dressed, fuck it, I'll be late in style and really disappoint them today.
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Quote by TonyaLI hear you, you'll never be too much, not for me, not for any true friend.
It's almost 330 and I'm lying here awake. I can't turn my head off tonight. So many things have happened recently that I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I've lost an old friend today. He was going only 37 he was like a brother when we were kids. He and my brother raised much hell together. So very sad for his family. We also buried my husband's beloved uncle on Friday. It was a bittersweet day. So very sad that we lost this man but it's shameful to say the only time you get to see family members is at these kinds of things. I really don't know why i am saying all of this except I have much saying on me and I don't know where to turn. My dear friends have been helping me through so much but I feel like it's a lot for them too. I try to be so positive for those around me. A young girl that comes to my home is struggling. She told me she hates her scars and flaws. I tried to explain to her we are human everyone has flaws and scars some you can see and many you cannot. I asked her to tell me one person who doesn't. She told me mom you don't have any flaws. Wow. That's some big shoes to fill when I have many many flaws and scars that run deep. I tell you this because I was unable to reach inside her tonight and she took that razor across her skin. It killed me to read that text. She is such a beautiful young lady and I don't know how to help her. I can barely help myself some days. My heart is shattered in so many pieces. For her, my husband's family, my friends family, myself for not being enough for people to care to see what they do and how much their words and actions hurt. I truly feel broken tonight. I'm sorry for rambling I just needed to let some of this out. Thank you to anyone who hears me.
