To the outside world I function as a regular guy, doing regular guy things, trying not to blow my cover. I guess living a pretty normal life...easier now that I'm older. But most of my life...since I was real young, I knew I there was another part of me that I really felt was the real me. I have so many stories about how I tapped into this knowledge....the triggers, the situations, the desire and excitement that comes with letting "her" come out ...and letting her play.