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It sounds like you have performance anxiety while also having priapism. There can be underlying condions causing those. I'm not an expert. I don't have erectile problems with my partner. Best to book an appointment to a urologist, a medical specialist who can do a full proper assessment to identify the cause and provide professional diagnosis, expert advice and treatment options for your condition.
You're right, Expert advice is probably the best option. Figured one other person had a similar issue. Seems alot more common when I research it. Needed to atleast ask anyone before I went professional
Anyone loose their virginity later in life, and have performance issues from years of masturbation and porn.
Im 37 and still a virgin besides a few rub and tugs. The porn I've watched while masturbating has gotten more and more intense and I need more intense sensation to get off. I can get turned on by alot, and can be hard all day and even dribble all day thinking about an encounter. However, every time Ive been with someone, (professional woman, professional trans woman, or men thru dating sites), I'll be super turned on going into it, but have lost my hard-on every single time. Both of us have left unsatisfied everytime.
There's definitely porn and onlyfans addiction plus age causing my ed issues.
How have some of you gotten over this if you can't be close with anyone?
Back in high school, I jokingly asked a friend's older sister, in front of her boyfriend, for a bj. He got mad an put me in a headlock for even trying, she joked back and she would, but only if I blew her boyfriend first. I've had a crush on her for years, and had been drinking, so I got on my knees to call her bluff. He told me to be careful what I wish for and unzipped. It was really awkward at first but after a few licks, I got really turned on by it, got super hard, and came from it (still a virgin at the time). She made me finish him off, then blew she me after. He got hard again watching us, so I blew him again, but got super into it this time. I've traded a few bjs over the years, but nothing more than that.
I've recently been very turned on from CBT porn and have decided to try it. I love the tightness of tying my cock and balls, and have liked mild slapping. Just tried ball crushing (made my own crusher for about $20 from the lowes hardware idle). I enjoy light to moderate pressure/ pain from it but cannot go too far yet.
I have always been turned on by the thought of anal play. I recently started talking to a girl on Onlyfans, and she sent me a video of her masturbating with a vibrator in her ass. I let it slip that I wanted her to fuck me with it, and it turned her on. So I got the same vibrator and sent her a video of me masturbating with it in my ass.
Finally massaged my prostate with it, and it felt amazing.