Seducedbycurls's Forum Posts

14 Sep 2015

Honestly, I feel like the only one who doesn't like it on me or in me at all.

I feel almost repulsed by it, to be frank. If I have a very strong physical AND mental bond with this person, then I can bring myself to really want it because I know there's an intense connection. And I may be a bit more lenient on where he finishes. If it's just a hot fling or a secret affair and we aren't close, he's finishing in his hand or even mine.

I don't like the idea of someone emptying their bodily fluids all over me, for me to then clean up, or even inside of me if I don't have that intense connection with them. Does it make me prudish? I don't think so cause I'm still capable of engaging in the kinkiest sex.

I guess this can come across as bitchy cause basically what I'm trying to say is: if you want to cum inside me or on me, you better prove to me that you're worth that. Cause I'm not the type of person who can be really open concerning that. Not shaming those who are, but just saying that's not who I am smile

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14 Sep 2015

I don't think being submissive has anything at all to do with the Dom, really.

I think it's all purely internal. If I'm submitting, I'm submitting to a few of my deepest desires. The ones that I can't express in my every day life because in practically all cases, it would be and I could face some serious repercussions. And although I know that these desires can bring me true pleasure, I still force myself to close them off deep within me, until I get a chance to let them come play. And when they do come to play, it's an amazing sight to behold because I'm pushing myself and my own limits. I'm allowing myself to take more, even when I initially thought I can't. It's letting go feelings of embarrassment, guilt, fear, worry and just putting 110% of my own trust into the feeling of passion. And all of this magic is mental work.

While the Dom plays a huge role, he/she/they are only an addition to the sub's pleasure palace.

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