Just your typical crossdresser story.

UPDATE: Now separated, as my wife of 20 years has decided, "she needs to see if she stays with me cause she wants to or because she needs to". Whatever the fuck that means! She wants me to put my life on hold for a year while she "discovers" her new self. Whatever the fuck that means. Well guess what? It fucking means that Briana is now free to find the sex, love, and affection she has been denied for so long. It also means that I have now moved my boy undies to a box, and my girl undies to my drawer. I've been happily wearing panties every day since she left. I can sleep in pretty nighties. I wear a matching bra while I'm at home alone. I can bring my toys out of hiding and use them when I want. I like to stay plugged for a few hours each day. I sure miss my wife, but life for Briana sure is good right now.

I'm 50, married, but in a sexless marriage to the head bible thumping ice queen bitch from hell who believes anything other than sex for conception is a sin. And since she can not have kids, sex lasted only long enough to lead to the wedding. I love her dearly, but need sex in my life.

What is it to be a sissy crossdresser? It means I enjoy both dressing as a lady, and treated as one. It does not necessarly make me a slut, whore, or sexual object to be taken advantage of. I would have to say I am a bi-sexual sissy crossdresser as I am more into women than men.

I'd love to meet a woman that would take me shopping with her, and help me with my hair and makeup. I live in North Carolina, and I've been searching for years to find a woman willing to take me under her wing and show me the ways of womanhood. In return, I'd love to service her and her lover. I'm a virgin to men (but oh how I love my toys!), so having a woman be there coaching me the first time I'm with a man would be soooo hot!

I have been a crossdresser since I first found my mothers panties so long ago. As most crossdressers, it started off as a sexual curiosity, but grew into some much much more. While I have no desire to transition to be a full time woman, I do enjoy exploring my inner girl. I have so much to learn! Clothes, hair, makeup, nails, mannerisms, and the list goes on!

In my professional life, I am a manager and have to be the one in charge of everything. In my personal life, I'd like to find someone to be equals with. Sure, I'd even be sub to this person, but not in a master / slave type of way. More of a equal partners where one person kinda leads the way. I would love to have a woman help me get all dolled up, then coach me in pleasing her partner - either male, or female.

I am a big man (6' 270#, but with a rather small penis), and will never pass as a woman (too much sports, and weight lifting when I was younger), but that does not mean I can't find ways to explore my inner femininity.

I long to feed this desire, and hope to find someone willing to be my friend along the way.

So ladies, why not give me a chance? If you are looking for a devoted girlfriend with a little exta, why not send me a PM and find out how special a sissy crossdresser can be. Trust me, we are actually a lot of fun, and love to please our lovers!

Interests
Crossdressing, sexy lingerie, quiet conversation, shopping, girl talk, and having fun