Personally, i find it a powerful word, and i love using it during sexual play. it's dirty, and i love that about it. it's raw and intimate and beautiful. it's not just a word i throw around, however. if i'm using it, there's a level of intimacy involved, a level of trust. don't be calling me a cunt, i hate it as an insult. but if we're fucking, i want you to stick your tongue in my cunt, your cock, your fingers, and yes, i love the word pussy too, it's for softer play, for making love. Cunt is for fucking, for when i'm indulging in BDSM. it's not even the rawest word possible. When i'm being dommed, it's not even a cunt sometimes, it's a fuck hole. of course, at those times, i'm often not a girl, i'm a whore or a fuck toy or a slut. not always, but sometimes, i love being those things, and when i do, it's a cunt.
own it, girls. words have power, and you can choose how much power they have over you. personally, i love the word. it's beautiful, just like my cunt. oh, and for the record, i never use it as a put down - i don't call girls i don't like cunts. they don't deserve the name and i hate it when it's pair with 'stupid'.
i rarely delete someone as a friend. the exceptions: some one is particularly rude to me OR those guys who keep spamming my mail with pictures of their cocks or just XXX pictures. it gets old pretty fast and if i want to look at porn, i know how to use google.
my dad taught me how to fly fish when i was little, when we went camping i'd always go with him and i caught my first fish when i was 7 - i felt so bad, though, that i put it back in the river and never did it again.
i once told my brother's gf that he cheated on her. btw, he really did, i didn't make it up. they broke up over it. we didn't talk to each other for a year over that.
i like to climb trees.
i talk with my hands to the point where sometimes i forget to verbally express myself - my wife has learned how to translate some of my gestures. it's not something i have done all my life - it started shortly after my 22nd birthday.
i hate being cold, but i love running around outside barefoot on crisp cold rainy days - it just feels so good on my feet.
the first time i kissed my wife was on xmas eve under mistletoe.
we keep xmas lights up year round.
i was born prematurely and i wasn't planned - my parents had wanted to stop at two. i'm number 3.
some days i'd think it would be eye opening to have a day during which all the women aggressively harass the guys, just to give them a little taste of what it's like. personally, i do use the chat rooms, only i use them to talk to friends, not to hook up with guys, and no matter what i (or any of the other girls) put in their bios, there is always someone pestering them to chat pvt - it's really mostly harmless, but it does get annoying at times, and omg, i hate that i have reverted to be invisible and away most of the time i am actually on line, but does anyone have any idea of what it's like to try to post in forums coherantly while getting bombarded with IMs and pokes?
and please, don't get pissy at me if i am ignoring you - YOU try to be pleasant to 9 or 10 people at once IMing you at different rates - if i lose you, or don't get right back to you like right now, just cool your jets, capiche? especially if all you have to say is "i'm bored and horny"
the worst ones are when i've been signed on for all of 2 seconds and i get like one person continuously poking me - now, if you're a good friend that i chat with all the time, that's cool, i'm pretty easy going, but if you're some guy who thinks i'm hot cause you saw the picture of Rapunzel that i use as my avatar and you read my KG stories? say hi, but don't keep poking me!
omg, so, i'm in private room last night with my Mistress, and i needed some alone time, and yeah, you guessed it, chat request from the same guy, must have been 5 or 6 in the course of less then an hour. *sighs* if i ignore the first one, damn straight i am ignoring the others!
oh, and the ones that kind of make me laugh are the messages i get asking if people can watch! if i wanted to be watched, i wouldn't make it password accessible only, believe me!
to end with a positive note, the chatroom mods are my heroes - always seem to there when you need one, and very attentive if someones bothering you - it's not an easy job, i imagine, but they do it with grace and style. thank you. all of you.
love is not being afraid to open yourself up to get hurt beyond your wildest imaginings.
i am totally shallow when it comes to guys. i want them fit, good looking, and i like a nice ass, nice abs, and an air of confidence coupled with sweetness and charm. slender or athletic is more my type - those body builder physics actually are kind of a turn off if they get too out of hand - the steroid look, you know? not really my thing. and nothing against chubby guys, i love you all, but not when it comes to play time - if i was looking for a partner, it would be one thing, but if i'm looking for someone to fuck me silly, i need someone that excites me sexually, both physically and mentally.
( and yes, DM, i do mean you! ;) )