Greetings! Been on and off here through the years and happy to be back. This is a beautiful place where I've made made beautiful friendships.

On many occasions my desires have taken me beyond my fantasies and fetishes, and if the opportunity were to present itself I would be all over it in a heartbeat.

Women will always be my first love, but in recent years I've found that I enjoy being one as much as being with. I've been realizing more and more just how much I've been dominated by my feminine side, especially when I had a chance to grow out my hair and nails, and watching how fast my body would change with breast massage and feminized fitness routines.

I've always felt cursed with my lack of body hair and muscle no matter how much I worked out, trying to 'be a man'. Maybe that was just never in the cards and I've been wired differently. Despite my obliviousness, I've enjoyed trying on womens clothes most of my life and had some bi experiences in my experimental years. Those led to many mixed emotions from guilt and shame to pure euphoria at the thought of doing it again. Looking back, I wish I had experienced more when I had the chance, the choice, and the freedom. Now that I want to fully embrace my true self, I am limited by time, privacy and lack of support.

So I dress when I can, more specifically unisex jeans and sweaters for that girl next door look, and although I can't really go out in public, I do go out of my way to make people wonder 'is that a guy or a girl' when they see me from behind or afar. I save the sexy stuff for under my 'man clothes', and behind closed doors. I'm dying to try makeup and master it if I could ever find the opportunity. 

I'm naturally small, smooth and always looked decades younger. Women (and guys!) are always commenting how jealous they are of my complexion, my hair and my hands. In my early years people would often mistake me for a girl.  

I am SO grateful for this site and all the support. I am seeking men and women who can appreciate the kind of online company and chemistry that is possible between the right people, unknown, unjudged and understood.

I'm very open minded and will try anything legal with much respect for self and others. A real lady in the streets, whore in the sheets so-to-speak, who's not afraid to get her hands dirty.

Good luck to all.

Kisses,

Trix ❤️