The first and hardest thing is it isn't about what YOU want all the time. For me that was and is what will get me into trouble. Used to using my looks and having work forever and then meeting your match both looks and mental wise is a shock. Being told I have an eating disorder and being punished for losing to much weight is emotional on so many levels. I do look better but not camera wise-another bad decision I was saved from. I didn't even want to do it for the money. Because I had to listen to someone else who cares and is stronger than me.
A lot of us don't like ourselves that much. Also not being loved and gaining approval through looks and manipulation. Spanking itself is a common kink so it's more than that. Someone who cares enough to punish you without being cruel? Also degradation and humiliation are different.
If it's a real punishment it's timed. 10-15 minutes usually.
Thin tight cotton panties on. Pulled up to bare my cheeks.
Being turned up and spanked in front the whole class while being talked down to. Then becoming "that girl". The reason would be attitude with the last straw being "immodest and trashy". Being talked down to by a real adult Woman.
Naked is not a problem. Wearing something that you hate but not really can be so much more embarrassing and exciting.
Shared? No. Being looked after by 2 select people sometimes? Yes. Also being shown off to them.
Dominated. I get in trouble without someone in charge. I wonder if I'm worth the trouble but I'll try my best for that certain one. I'm such a fuck up.
Yes. A lot. Lately though if I'm wearing a skirt that short I have to wear the most embarrassing "cute" panties. I'd rather not have Any! Also I'll be red and sore. I'm can't even wear black underwear anymore.
Sometimes I like to wear a white t shirt and white or pink cotton panties. It was what I was wearing the first time I learned how to make myself come. It also makes things less messy when I soak myself.
Like twice. It's not safe. And I like to drive dangerous too-I don't get to since I have a partner. My Skyline is a garage Queen now. I won't submit to an SUV. I drive a Town Car when I drive.
Yes I have. All of them. Luckily the freinds I have are very understanding or kinda fucked up. My last post was not accepted.
Joker.
It was OK but lazy. Also because of Joaquin. And because of the marketing. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't curious about something happening.
Every time someone thinks "OK,she's better than that" I let them down.
7/10.
YES. Not saying it's bad but yes. And I can also tell if it's with bad intentions.
I get a lot of hate stares. I get more smiles or curious looks. If it happens let it be quick.
Hard to say. It's a fine line. I am a bad example I think. I am reliving a lot of past abuse that happened with the wrong person at the wrong time. My S.O. can say the same. We give each other a relatively healthy outlet-it can go to far sometimes even if both parties know it and we don't have safety words-but we can also be gentle. Also there ARE safety words but I'd NEVER use them. Which is mean on my part.
The Exploding Hearts,Shonen Knife,Blonde,Power Pop compilations,The Slits,Roxy Music,so many.
That's usually for the Afterglow or expressing Love.
During I want to hear My Missy's voice-sometimes there might be music but that's the farthest thing from my mind.
Yes. With the hope of getting caught even after the fact. And I have been more than once. A few times it led to the desired results. Twice it ended up in real relationships. I've had to explain myself and the humiliation got me worked up. To all my friends who weren't into it were accepting and at least pretended to understand. I'm pretty sure they did even if just a little. My looks got me off I won't lie and people who knew me understood. And I DID have to explain myself beyond the "fun" part. Nevermind it was fun. Even the scary part when I was asked to meet for coffee and talk. No one ever got mad. In the end it was me acting out because I'm still working that out.
This made me cry I'm so fucked up but I'm trying.
I wear skirts-never jeans. I'll wear an extra big t-shirt with a belt before I wear jeans. I wear leggings alot too. Now more than ever-i HATE the high wasted Mom jeans that are in fashion.
Also Basketball shorts even though they make me look lazy.
It's not Jealousy as in unfaithfulness. It's more jealousy as in "Oh,you got looked at!" and seems like foreplay-no anger. I've never been accused of anything except for getting checked out-also it always leads to great times. Understand that I am younger than most here (I think) and so is my Miss. We're both experienced but it's my first REAL relationship of this nature. I'm 22,my S.O. 25.
I doubt it. I wish I was worth plagiarizing. Though what I've written has actually happened and was written out by hand before being posted here. I will admit to some cringey things I put at the end to make the 3000 character minimum. I usually start with how I feel then the actual punishment-I post to the Spanking section-and if I hit short I over explain the ending for like 3 sentences. I was actually called out on it in a review and admitted to it.
Is it common for a Dom to be very Jealous even if they caused the situation? Someone told me "Jealousy is a prerequisite" and that makes sense but I'm still new.
JOKER. Though I'm younger than most people here. I enjoyed it.
I came close to doing F/f spanking stuff for real. I had done some "amateur" stuff that was well received. Then the one I'm with now talked me out of it (before we were a thing). I didn't need the money. They were eager for me to do it but I'm glad I didn't. I knew WHY I was/am attracted to it and not all of it's bad but a lot of it is. I don't think I love myself or care enough about me but I'm getting better. And yes,a lot of it was wanting to recreate past abuse and trauma caused by it.
