I sometimes have an overwhelming desire to be in an environment of gay men where I can take off all my clothes and display my nude body. This is when I enjoy visiting the gay sauna.

This visit gave me much satisfaction, sexually. As I began to undress among the others in the change room, I could feel my penis lengthening already.

The best part of undressing at the gay sauna is when I slowly take off my underpants. This is the last item of clothing to be removed to become fully naked in front of everyone. I love the feeling of my underpants sliding over the cheeks of my bum.

As I undressed, I noticed some sidelong glances coming from other men in the change room who were also in various stages of undress.

Being androgyne, I respond very definitely when I find I am attracting the sexual attention of a male. At the gay sauna, it often means that I have an instant erection. For me, a visit to the gay sauna is not about having sex, but an opportunity to perform in a way that shows off my girl side.

This applies to how I conduct myself in the gay sauna in every way, from how I walk to how I respond to advances by a male. Just walking along the hallway is an opportunity to show myself off. Most of the men walk around wearing their towels wrapped around them. But I prefer to walk straight and tall, completely nude, showing off my naked form, freely displaying my genitals as I hold my folded towel against my chest with crossed arms.

I love showing my penis to the men, particularly if I am having an erection. I love attracting attention as it bobs up and down and around while I walk along. I love displaying my erection.

For an androgyne, good deportment is so important. To accentuate the elegance of my long legs, I walk smoothly on tip-toe. Sometimes I wear my ballet flat shoes, which makes me feel beautiful like a ballerina.

The first thing I do at the sauna is take a shower. The shower facility at the sauna is a group shower and is an opportunity to model myself in view of the others. I wash slowly and sensuously, enjoying the feel of my hand movements all over my body as I apply the soap. But the best part is drying myself with my towel, which I do slowly and erotically, standing in an open area in full view of the others as I bend and extend my legs while drying. As I do this, I aim for the men in the nearby spa bath to notice me.

Then it is time to model myself nude. There is the choice of where I perform – either in the media room, or sitting in the alcove in the shower area, or sitting nude on the edge of the spa bath. Wherever it is, I love nude modelling. It is so good displaying myself as I lightly caress my limbs and move my body slowly in soft writhing motion, usually with my penis having become fully extended and being in full view. Sometimes I attract looks from the men, and sometimes I don’t. Either way, it feels so good.

Today, I decided to begin by sitting in the media room among other men watching the videos. There were several men already in the room sitting on the very wide padded bench with there being room for everyone to spread out. Everyone was wearing their towel wrapped around, but I took my towel off as I sat down. While focusing on the video, which was showing a boy with very attractive legs, I spread my legs apart. I began fondling myself with light edging. The combination of the visual stimulus with the pleasure of performing nude quickly made me go long and hard. The others in the room didn’t notice me, being very absorbed with masturbating while watching the onscreen show of several young men undressing and playing with each other’s erections. I continued lightly edging myself, occasionally indulging in a few strokes of slow cloakie cloakie over the full length of my erection in order to reap the pleasure that had built up from edging. Cloakie cloakie is the term I use for the way most men handle their penises up and down when they are masturbating.

I love displaying myself. If the conditions are right, this can lead me to become hyper-erectile with my erection growing large beyond its usual size. It is a highly enjoyable state to be in, although becoming self-absorbed in my very ripe banana can mean missing signals from an interested man.

After a short while, a man came over and sat near me. He was watching the film, but I could tell he was interested in me by how close he sat near my feet, and also from his occasional sidelong glances toward me.

He then touched my foot. I moved it a little closer to him. Seeing my encouragement of his advance, he began to massage it.

His stroking of my feet felt very nice. I gave him a smile.

Moving closer to me, he whispered, “Let’s go to a room.” He took me by the hand and we rose to leave the media room. I allowed him to lead me to a room where he could spend time with me in private.

We found a room containing a large, soft, and padded bench designed for two to have nude fun in any position. After we entered, he closed the door behind us and, removing his towel, held me close to him and began kissing me on my neck. His caressing of my chest and pinching of my nipples felt so good.

He then gently spoke. “I want you to lie face down on the bench.”

I explained to him that I never have full sex at the gay sauna, but if he liked to play with me and feel me all over, I would be very happy.

He said that would be fine, adding, “You have such a lovely body!”

After I lay down for him, he joined me on the bench. With one arm around me, he resumed kissing me, this time on the back of my neck.

His kisses moved down my back, reaching the place where the cheeks of my bum begin to rise and my cleavage begins.

Enjoying such beautiful attention, I started moaning:

“Oh, it feels so good!”

“I love showing myself off!”

He began touching me on my bum.

“Do you like my bum?”

“You have a gorgeous bum!” he quietly responded, caressing the soft flesh of my cheeks.

It was so pleasurable!

But my enjoyment reached a new level when he began kissing me there. Softly and slowly, he began planting sensuous kisses all over my cheeks. I loved the feeling of his lips pressing against me.

My bum is a particularly erogenous part of my body. I have a very full girlie bum. It is one of the areas of my body that I enjoy when I have my full-body orgasm. Sometimes I come to the gay sauna when I am dying to have my bum felt and played with by a man.

Today, my desires were being met. This was to the extent that my penis was again becoming erect. Loving the feeling of the man’s lips, I raised my bum, moving it up and down in the air to accentuate my pleasure. I was tempted to start hyphenating. Hyphenating is the term I use for rubbing my erection up and down on the bench or bed when I am lying face down. But I resisted the temptation, not wanting to risk expressing my white seed so soon. I could see there was much more pleasure to be had.

“Oh, your bum!” In between kisses, his caresses turned to squeezes with frequent comments of praise.

“I love you playing with it!”

“Very much!”

His praise was making me go into a mild orgasm. Spontaneously, I began to talk about my bum and my feelings associated with it.

“Actually, I love my bum.”

“I love having it played with.”

His kisses on my cheeks became more passionate, which made me more open with my private feelings.

“You have such a lovely bum.”

“I have a very girlie bum!”

“I know!” he replied.

“I love my bum very much!”

I could feel my mild orgasm spreading through my body and growing in my bum.

“Oh, how I love my bum!”

“My bum is one of the places on my body where I enjoy my orgasm.”

"Oh, do tell me more," he encouraged me.

“My bum knows very well the pleasure of being kissed.”

“I love it!”

With his strong hands, he began spreading my cheeks apart, exposing the area between.

I felt the irrepressible desire to show him that part of me. I opened my legs as wide as I could, encouraging him to feel me up and down my cleavage, including that very sensitive place in between my legs, which I call my o-ring. It was now open like an O, begging to be felt.

He ran his finger up and down my cleavage, pausing to tickle me on my most sensitive spot.

I loved the feeling of his finger on my sensitive ring, to which he gave more and more attention. He began teasing me, feeling me all around the ring, but leaving out the most sensitive spot of all, right in the centre. I was dying for him to penetrate me with his finger, but his touch was never quite enough.

At last, he inserted his finger inside me and explored deep within me with an in-and-out motion, which was very suggestive. I loved the sensation of him exercising my o-ring as it rhythmically expanded and contracted against his finger in time with my orgasm muscle.

My o-ring is very small and, likening it to female genitalia, I have a very tight cunt. The tightness of my o-ring was forcing him to withdraw on each contraction, only for me to enjoy his persistence when reinserting his finger inside me. The enjoyment of a man who persists is a part of being a girl. I was enjoying firsthand the pleasure a female feels during love making when her vagina is being continually explored by a man thoroughly along the full length of her cunt so that no part of her vagina escapes from being coated with his white seed.

“I am enjoying it so much!”

“Yes, I know. I can feel it!” he responded.

“You do have a pretty little cunt.”

I was in a very girly state indeed.

This continued for some time, until we both decided to take a break, neither of us wanting to go the full extent of expressing white seed at this time. For my final orgasm, I prefer to wait until I am in a public area in the sauna, and show myself off in full view of those who would like to observe how much I enjoy my body.

On parting, we hugged each other.

“Thank you so much!”

“The pleasure was all mine!” he responded.

We parted with my penis still in its very erect state. I needed to do more nude modelling.

But before that, I needed to visit the bathroom (as I was very much in need to pee).

Going to the bathroom sounds like a very mundane activity, but at the gay sauna, where everything can be done in view of everyone else, this is a further opportunity for me to display my showgirl elegance.

Peeing while having an erection is an art and can be done beautifully. Standing at the urinal, I hold my folded towel against my chest and, standing nude with my legs apart, I pass water through my erection. I use my orgasm muscles to rhythmically spray small amounts, with my erection bobbing up and down. It does take some time to fully empty my bladder, but I enjoy every moment, often attracting attention, and others in the bathroom feeling my bum, which I adore receiving. It greatly appeals to my girlie vanity.

I wanted very much to do more nude modelling. This time, I chose to display myself in the alcove.

The alcove is a raised area in the wall in the shower area where the wall has been cut out so that passers by of the bathroom can look in and look at the men showering. With the wall being very thick, there is enough room to sit in the wall comfortably and spread out. With the alcove being at waist level, it is a great height for the men who go past who like looking at me and come close to me in my nude state.

After hanging up my towel in the shower area, I mounted the alcove where, completely nude, I adopted a comfortable position with my legs up. In that position, I was able to open my legs to display myself, including my very sensitive o-ring, which was open like an O for all to see. It was begging to be felt. The feeling of the cold tiles in the alcove against my bare bum felt so good. Men were continually walking past, going to and from the showers. Receiving looks from some of the men and the occasional feel, my penis spontaneously grew in size, which gave me more appeal. It is so much fun, expecting to be touched at any moment. I found it even more fun posing with my eyes closed. I resisted the urge to play with myself, but lightly caressing my limbs, I was showing how at home I am with my body and having it on display. The girly feeling of being an object of enjoyment by a man sent me into a state of mild orgasm.

But it was not time for having an orgasm yet. For that, I returned to the media room and, sitting on the wide bench once again leaning against the wall, I quickly spread my legs apart to resume my display pose. I very much wanted my genitals to be visible to the others in the room. I started performing the cobra, which is the name I give to a pose I very much enjoy, with my erection sticking straight up in the air. The cobra is a good position for doing edging. This time, my edging consisted of alternating between rapid tapping of the most sensitive part of my foreskin with my finger and going round and round with my finger under the lip of my corona.

Having good deportment at the gay sauna applies to all activities, including the way that I perform when openly in orgasm. For an androgyne, having an orgasm is a time of full enjoyment, but doing so very quietly and not losing control to it. I love my orgasm, and I enjoy it with my full being. My experience of my orgasm is one of elegance and being in my natural state.

As I have my orgasm, I feel very beautiful. As an androgyne, I transcend the dialogue that usually occurs between one's physical gender and another person of the opposite gender, it being transcended with radiance of the internal union of the male and female within me, resulting in the liberation of my full body orgasm experience.

I continued my edging for a while, enjoying the occasional attention that I was receiving, but not wanting to couple with anyone. After being in this wonderful euphoric state for some time, I gave in to my need to have my full orgasm, very quietly expressing my white seed.

It was then time to shower and dress. I left the sauna feeling very content, having enjoyed a very fulfilling time openly in the company of the boys.