I peel myself from the background,

A soul unsure and shy;

Is there a place within this world,

Where I'll not fall, but fly?

Decision made, I edge the cliff, 

Old life I'll leave behind;

Eying the puissant eagle soar,

I spread my wings in kind.

Winds of passion keep me aloft,

To spy my place to land;

Seduced by Lush with sexy prose,

Desire to write is fanned.

My fingers quiver as I write,

Words I've never spoken;

The ones who'll read, will they like me?

Or leave me more heartbroken?

A naughty vision in my mind,

Men spanking my plump ass;

Will readers feel the sting?

Know pleasure comes to pass?

Scribbling lines of dirty wants,

Nipples tell their story;

I wish for kindred Spirits,

No need for fame or glory.

If I write it, will he come?

The one who holds the key;

Unlocking all the nasty things,

I want for me with he.

So I pen my dark desires,

Head buried in his lap. 

How he paints my face white,

And gives my clit a slap.

Tell stories of my crotch,

Grinding on his face;

As my quivering cunt explodes,

Strong hands hold me in place.

I reveal my favorite position,

Being taken from behind.

Will the one who reads this,

Find his cock so inclined? 

The more I write, the more I ache,

I set aside my pen;

Until a true love finds my words,

I'll cum alone again.