Hi! It's me again, the fit and healthy sixty-three-year-old who is disabled through a stroke that I had back in 2004.

I do look after myself physically and mentally, despite being virtually paralysed and in a wheelchair all day. Carers have commented about my thick hair and physique.

I have posted my stories on various sites and have received some very nice compliments. Thank you.

Back in December, I employed a Taiwanese lady who I employed to do three evenings per week. She's forty-two, (but doesn't look it) quite petite/slim. She wears glasses, and I guess she's quite attractive. We get along very, very well and laugh a lot. She hasn't done care or this type of work before, but she's proving quite good as she's so caring and eager to please me. Her English isn't brilliant, spoken or otherwise, and that is the main source of our humour.

She has complimented me, saying that I have thick hair and lovely skin.

I wanted to test her reaction to my swollen penis after a few weeks of her being here. (I was very, very subtle and very careful.)

She places a wee bottle by my left hip that I use at night, but before she goes, she leaves me to have a wee, retrieves it, empties it, and replaces it. After I have had a wee, and before she retrieves it, I masturbate. The first time this happened, I made sure that my penis was quite engorged. I was pleasantly surprised, as she didn't seem phased by it at all. The next evening I made my penis even more engorged, and it still didn't seem to bother her one bit. In fact, the bigger my penis was, the longer she seemed to take to put the bottle back!

When she lifts the duvet to retrieve and then replace the bottle, I did say that I noticed that the more engorged I was, the longer she seemed to take repositioning the bottle. So I wondered what her reaction would be if I were completely engorged but not quite erect. So the next time she worked and left me to have a wee, I masturbated until I was completely engorged. She lingered each time she lifted the duvet. So I wondered what she would do if I was completely erect the next time. She lifted the duvet really high to retrieve the bottle and could probably see my cock ring ('O' ring) at the base of my penis, making it very, very hard and swollen. Again, she lifted the duvet right up when she replaced the bottle and kept adjusting its position.

I have also gotten her to give me a thigh massage recently, and without me saying anything, she was rubbing/massaging just below my penis and along the inside of the top of my thigh! So my penis was swelling right by her hand, and she wasn't the least bit bothered about it.

She was massaging me the other week, and my penis became a little engorged but nowhere near its full length; it was just engorged against my upper thigh. She was massaging just below my penis, and I was just about to tell her to stop when my penis just suddenly ballooned, and I started cumming. My penis was still against my thigh, and cum started pulsing out. My whole body jerked and shook as she continued massaging my thighs. I didn't know where to look. I was so embarrassed I couldn't look at her. She seemed completely oblivious to what happened and carried on as normal. I spoke to her when she was just about to go:

"I don't know what to say. I am so, so sorry."

"It fine. Everything ok."

I text her later:

'I am so very sorry.'

'Everything good, don't worry.'

Then she massaged my thighs quite vigorously the next week, and the same thing happened. She does each thigh with cream first. She had just done my left thigh; my penis lays on my left thigh, and she massages around it whilst it grows. So when she moved around to my right thigh to apply oil, my penis was quite engorged. She was quite vigorous, pressing into the top of the leg and part of the groin.  My penis ballooned and pumped/squirted three lots of cum.

I laughed nervously. I didn't say anything as she didn't seem that bothered.

She stopped massaging after this and just put me to bed. The cum started running down the side of my leg, so I asked for a flannel. I did apologise. She just smiled briefly, and we carried on chatting as normal. 

When she was here one evening, she did the massage, and my penis grew under her touch and became quite engorged. I did want it to grow more. She did quite a long massage, but not long enough to get a full erection, which I would like. I complimented her on the massage. I do like her touch. She was very grateful, thanked me, and said that she really likes doing massage. I did say that she could massage for longer if she wanted to.

"Thank you Tim. I would like that, as it be good for muscles and skin."

I text her later:

'A longer massage would be nice if you're happy to do a longer massage.'

'Ok Tim'

She did a longer massage the next night, and my penis did grow a little more.

We chat normally and have a normal client/carer relationship, but seem to have a 'silent' understanding with regards to me showing her my erection and her looking at my erection.

Each night now, I wear the cock ring, masturbate till I am very hard, then call her in to retrieve and replace the bottle. She lifts the duvet right up and checks the bottle is put back in the right place a few times.

There's been a couple of times after she has tucked the duvet in that she has just pushed her hand under the duvet to check the top of the bottle; each time she has done this, the back of her hand brushes against my penis very, very slightly.

I would love it if she touched my penis more, but I am more than happy for her to look. I do wonder what the future holds.

I think the carers are aware that I am horny and like to masturbate.

The one that caught me looking at a cummy picture of myself did, I'm sure, stand behind the bathroom door the other week, when I had asked her for a minute after massaging, and watching me masturbate.

I have just started taking more supplements for erections and precum lately, so I am hoping I get a positive outcome from them.

As this is a current and ongoing situation, I would like to share things as they happen, so I would like to communicate with males or females spontaneously through email and/or a chat app.