She asks to see his palm. He considers her for a moment then upturns his right hand and places it against her naked belly, still glistening with a sheen of sweat.
He had first noticed her in the university bookstore. She didn’t strike him as a student. She wasn’t.
Her voice had been carrying as if it had wings, bouncing over the rows and rows of books. It wasn’t a shrill voice, nor was it loud, just powerful and forward.
And she wasn’t trying to be powerful and forward on purpose; he would later learn that’s just how she is.
“You’re gonna fall in love twice,” she says to him, inspecting his palm as they lay in his bed. Her breasts are as bare as the pudge of her tummy and just as effusively exposed.
“And you can tell this by looking at my hand?”
“I don’t know a lot about a lot of things, like science and stuff or in what years certain wars were fought. But, I do know what your palm reads.”
“Does it say who I will fall in love with?”
She had been standing off to the side of the bookstore’s checkout counter when he’d rounded a corner to finally see her. She was thumbing through a rather thick hardcover. Her face and curious eyes were focused on the pages but she was very clearly talking to the student-employee working at the register. She was pitched in a lean and turned to one side in a way that he was able to see what was written on her t-shirt: Fiesta Like There’s No Mañana.
“It obviously doesn’t say who you’ll fall in love with," she says. "And besides, that’d threaten to twist fate.” She flops back onto the mattress, her hands falling to either side of her head like she’s praising some god that might be living in his dorm room ceiling. She smiles. “I like the way you fuck, ya know. It’s clumsy and more aggressive than how you look.”
“How do I look?”
“Soft. Like you were raised by a mamma who cares about you and taught you manners. But you fuck like you had no daddy.”
It was her manner of talking that had initially drawn him to her. She would say things, words, without caring about who heard them or what impact they might have. She was open and forthright in ways he himself could never fathom being.
“I can also be soft when I fuck,” he says, somewhat defensively.
She laughs at the oxymoron. It takes him a minute for it to register.
He rolls onto his side to face her and stares at her nipple, perfectly protruding from the crest of her tit. He wants to suckle it, but now he’s not sure if he should be rough like she likes or soft like she’s not expecting. The thoughts wrestle like two cats play-fighting and it makes him wonder what she is thinking.
He takes her hand and places it on her own breast, maybe how she reacts will lead him to the answer.