We've been together for six years. Everyone thinks that she is a nice, cute and shy girl, including me, until I discovered a hidden document in her laptop.

I was shocked by what I've seen there. She has been fucked by many different men, having sex in ways I've never tried with her. When I found it, I was angry, pained, but in the meantime I got hard, and I masturbated.

She often refuses sex with me saying that it's too late or she's too tired. The truth is, she can't be satisfied by me and she thinks it's boring. She never gave me a blow job because she thinks it's dirty, and she doesn't like it. However, I found many pics of her sucking other men's cocks.

I didn't tell her that I found out what happened, and she's nice and shy to me as always, without knowing that I have found she's a whore. I kept this relationship going, and kept checking the document from time to time. I also find that she's been using another account to contact her lovers. I checked every line from her chats. The more I found, the harder I am. I don't know if I should be happy or disappointed. She refused everyone that wanted to be her man, refusing to break up with her boyfriend, me, and told everyone of them that she loves me and me only. However, she kept sending sexy pics and slutty talks to them, and having sex with them. I wonder where did she find these guys? Dating apps?

All of the men she's been fucking are skinny, good looking guys with a decent cock at least twice my size. The one she kept sleeping with for more than a year is a boy from her uni. I've seen him once, and now I knew why did this boy looked at me in that way. In one of the videos, they had ran out of condoms, and she just let him get inside her without any protection!!! Luckily, or unluckily, they didn't end up with a creampie. He took it out and spilled tons of hot cum on her stocking, as showed in the cover... For six years of our relationship, she has never put on stockings in front of me, and she has never allowed me having sex with her without condoms.

I feel so weak, so pathetic, but I still desperately love her. Seeing her being fucked hard by good looking guys with big cocks, actually turns me on.

She didn't find anything strange, still playing the nice shy girl in front of me. Every week, I'll check the documents, looking forward to more.

In recent chats and videos, the boy from her uni is getting more and more aggressive with her. He once put a vibration egg into her cunt, and took her out for a date. He used his phone to control the vibration levels, and deliberately increased the level when she is speaking to others. He had also once asked her to call me when they were having wild sex, she refused, but she eventually called me when she is sucking his big hard cock. I remember in the call I heard her licking or sucking something and she told me she was eating ice-cream. They also tried anal sex several times, something she said was too disgusting when I wanted to do it. Most of the time, she doesn't allow him to end-up inside her. As compensation, she let him finish in her mouth every time, and of course, she needed to swallow it all. No need to mention that she never gave me a blow job.

For several weeks, the boy talked to her about a threesome or gangbang. My girlfriend always refused. She said she's not into it and she didn't want to have sex with people she doesn't know. Last week, he asked her out and it turned out he actually introduced her to two of his friends. To my surprise, she eventually agreed to have sex with them all at the same time, but with conditions that no one else will know, or they'll never have the chance to do it with her again. She told me she was meeting a friend that day, a girl from her uni. I didn't say much. She also told me that her friends wanted to have a girl's weekend trip together and asked me if she could join. I agreed, even though I guessed that it's not a girl's trip, it's a whore's trip.

Right this moment, she is on her trip, I guess she's having good, wild, three men one girl sex. Every hole on her must be stretched with big cocks, and probably filled with hot cum. Today, I kept masturbating at home. Every time I think of her, I can imagine her being fucked hard by three other big cock men, and I stroke every time.

Lying on the bed now, I didn't know how our relationship is gonna end, how long my secret will last, I just hope that she'll never find out.