It was probably among the strangest things that many of us have experienced. Everything seemed fine and normal all throughout the beginning of 2020. The first couple months, at least. Then March came around, and April, and into May, and it seemed like the whole world had gone silent. Everything changed. A pandemic. Lockdowns. A seemingly brain-dead election. For most of us, trapped within the walls of the place we call home, it gave us time to think. It gave us time to experience an everlasting boredom known only to the people of the free world; and with that boredom, the raging hormones of socially and sexually deprived people. And as the old saying goes: Idle hands are the devil’s playthings.
While some turned to the depraved deeds of pornography, and others to the romantic narration of erotic literature, there were a few that so furiously drowned in waves of testosterone or swam in rivers of estrogen that even the flesh tied to the blood of their ancestors was enough to trigger a merciless impulse, and fuel the cardinal sins.
What you’re about to read contains uncensored scenes of obscene lewdness, needless debauchery, and tainted pleasure. Reader discretion is advised.
I remember it like yesterday, one solemn afternoon a week or two before the lockdowns began. It was raining, I think. Well, maybe I don’t remember it like yesterday. All I can say for sure is that I was fresh out of high school, graduated and all. My mom, Sarah is her name, had just got home from work and went into the shower to refresh herself for the evening. It was among her many rituals and patterns that I had grown up with.
We lived in a small, two-bedroom, and one-bathroom house. Ever since my dad left when I was only five years old, my mother struggled on as any good parent would, sacrificing many aspects of her social life to ensure that I received everything I needed. I always respected her for that, and I made sure I would find a job after high school to help pay the bills.
Unfortunately, that hadn’t happened yet.
She had asked me to put a load of darks in the washer while she was in the shower, and I obliged shortly after she got in. The hamper had been placed in the hallway, filled to the brim even with the clothes she wore to work earlier that day. I carried it to the utility room where the washer and dryer was stored, and began to load up the washer with the clothes. Her outfit of the day went in first: A blouse, tank top, socks, pants, and then… panties. Black, lacy panties.
I paused as I held them in my hand, my boyish, teenage brain swimming lavishly in an orgy of thoughts that clouded my mind and weighted my heart. They’re still warm, I thought. Warm and welcoming. That was the first time I imagined her in nothing but those panties. No shirt, no pants, not even a bra. I imagined her just standing there, allowing me to gaze upon her nearly nude body, as slim fingers pressed between the lace and ivory flesh, slowly exposing more and more so that I might catch a glimpse of the vessel that delivered me into the world, but now delivered nothing but temptation.