I left, I walked away.
I found me, not all of me.
I was still missing.
You were missing.
I needed you.
I wanted you.
Time with you was scary.
Time without you was lonely.
There were three months.
I needed you.
I didn't know what to do.
I was lost.

Then…
One day, turned to night.
There was a spark.
It was strong, like lightening.
The talks were crazy, great, real.
We spent the night together.
No sex, no sleeping, no standing,
Just throwing papers.

Something…
It was bad.
It was good.
In a moment, everything changed.
I did it.
I committed.
I gave in.

Love… 
Twenty years.
Happiness and sadness.
Madness and calmness.
Tears and smiles.
Craziness and thoughtfulness.

I am yours forever more, then and now.
Always and only.
Those are my words to you.
You know, our inside connection that confuses most.
It's not normal, not what people expect.

"MINE," you say.
"Always and Only," I respond. 
Yours the word never spoken, never needed.

Always and only, I will love you with all I have and all that I am.

Written by TxPrincess for publication on LushStories Only!