I am headed for deviant disaster,
I shouldn’t want you the way I do.
You appeared when I needed somebody the most, 
My heavy heart pounds in my chest so hard.

Why am I so addicted and confused,
To have something so risky and ravenous.
A deepest darkest desire of all time,
You make my soul spin.

Weaving a web so strong and true it doesn’t feel wrong,
You make me feel so small and high.
The sky is what I reach when we touch,
Weighing the scales of danger, stealing my every breath.

I shouldn’t enjoy the sound of you so near,
I want to pull you deeper; I know what you are.
I want to push you away; I know what you could do.
Your eyes a window to insatiable intentions.

I know I’m going to falter,
This appetite won’t subside.
Every warning scratching through my veins,
You are the temptation I continue to dance.

I’ve waited all my life,
I want all of you; I swallow all my guilt.
I blame my body for what it does,
I blame your hands for every sensational touch.

The resistance removes from my soul,
Your reluctance to waver until you have my all.
The hesitation gone in a blazing blink,
Trembling with excitement, as right now, my body wants only you.