I wake with a start.

My heart is racing.

I taste your sweetness on my lips.

My cock aches from earlier activities.

I reach out seeking the comfort of your touch.

You are not there.

My heart mis-fires.

Where are you?

The sheets are cold.

You must have left some time ago.

My mind races with wild thoughts.

What did I say?

What mistake did I make?

Where can I find you?

Suddenly enlightenment flows through me.

You were only in my dreams.

Darkness envelops me once more.

Again, I lose myself in the night.