What am I doing here?

Because I don’t understand

What love is

So who should I ask

You refuse to show me

And even if you do

I need to hear I love you

Though actions speak louder

You lack with both

I remind myself

I can love and care for myself more

Because no matter what

You will never be enough for me

So I say

I am enough

Because in the end

What the hell was I thinking?