I stand rigid, at full attention.

I have a sheen of sweat lightly coating my body.

I am completely naked, staring directly ahead.

I am quivering with anticipation.

I feel embarrassed, ignored, and humiliated.

I feel goose bumps rising on my thighs and buttocks.

I know she is near.

I hear the swish of her paddle as she tests her swing.

I flinch, as she strikes my lower buttocks.

I realize the flinch will cost me another and more.

I expect more strikes and I receive them.

I feel the raw pain, but only for a moment.

I am free again,

I am floating above her, as she works.

I am looking down and watching, engrossed in her love for me.