It's been a few days now
A busy time of year
And I've missed you
I signed on
Hoping to say hello
To catch up
To smile
To laugh
Perhaps more?

Passing a little time
Reading some stories
Thinking of our own
Our first time
The sharing
Of secrets
Shifting boundaries
Over time
New adventures
That sometimes 
Surprise us
The comfort 
Of sameness
But each time 
Still special 
In its difference

Wishing
You were here 
Now, if only
For a while
One asking
"Are you alone?"
The other replying
"Yes, hmmm?"
Not so much a question
As confirmation
Of our true intention
So clear when I ask
What you are wearing

I imagine two smiles
Knowing smiles,
Naughty smiles
Heartbeats quickening
With the anticipation 
Of what can be
Of what we know 
Without doubt
Will be
As we remove
The costumes 
And masks
Of our other world

Anticipation growing 
As I imagine 
You pressing against me
Feeling my arousal
Our lips touching 
Gently at first
To savour the moment
But partly to tease
My hand reaching down
Pressing against you
Through the cloth
Tracing your outline
Feeling a familiar
Moistness
A taste 
I crave
A scent 
Like no other

My arousal
So visible
So intense now
But you're not here

I reach down
To touch
Very slowly at first
Thinking of you
Our last time
Your shiver
As my hand 
Touched 
Your inner thigh
Just above 
Your stocking
How intensely 
You responded
As my mouth
Moved lower
Still lower
To explore
Intimate places
Each fold
Each crease
While looking
Always into
Your eyes

Remembering
How silent
You became
When I was
On "it"
My words
Surrounding you
Touching you
So many words
So quickly
Just for you
As your breathing
Shortened
And your legs 
Begin to shake
Just before
The expulsion
Of breath,
The shared
Addiction
Of your release

I smile 
A proud smile
Thinking of how
You pulled me closer
Guiding me inside
How easily
I'd slipped in
To the safety
Of your 
Warm embrace
As we took comfort
In each other

I so wish
We could share
This moment
As I think of you
Of us
Together
As one

My typing changes now
no capitals
no punctuation
a private moment
at my point
of no return
alone
thinking of you
how it would feel
how it would sound
to be as one

faster now
standing up
getting so close
mmm
mmm
so close
my body shaking now
my breathing short
so uneven
for you
just for you
a trembling voice
whispering your name
when you weren't here

a little something
to help you think
of me
when I'm
not there
for you