I couldn't believe my luck when I first saw you. The way you smiled at me I knew right there and then that you had a hold of me I couldn't take my eyes of you. I wanted and needed to feel your touch to kiss and hold you. I was to shy to scared to let you see this feeling I had for you. my mind was playing tricks on me I noticed u looking at me was my mind doing it again. I had given my self hope I truly believed I was going to be happy then it happened.

I told you how I felt and at first you seemed fine with it you even told me you had feelings as well. I wanted to believe that but over time we grew apart I shown you love and kindness I wanted to give you everything but it seemed you didn't truly share the feeling. I was left alone heart broken I was a lost soul once again drifting around wondering where you were. I didn't understand why my love for you was still there how could I stop the pain the feeling the hurt I had in my heart. we stopped talking and yet I still think about you but one day I seen you,

I remember all the great moments that we have shared. I showed you love, respect and kindness you told me you been thinking about me and the hope came back I could feel my heart my love for you growing getting stronger. but you told me there was someone else. I still love you was all I could think but am glad your finding happiness


but now every time I sleep, I see you, I see your smile, I can feel you next to me I wake up hoping it was a bad dream I was longing to feel your warmth next to me again. a tear dropped onto my pillow and once again I was asleep waiting to dream of what I once had I am left alone again wondering if sleeping and never waking up the answer to dream to love too feel you next to me.

The guy in this story is me am left helpless and lost