My gorgeous sub, C, and I have been apart for a few weeks now while she travels around Southeast Asia on an extended holiday. During this time, we have stayed in frequent contact through the internet, using the app that controls her remote-control vibrator. This has not been every day but as often as possible we chat and play and, every so often, I give her permission to cum. Obviously unless I give her specific permission to orgasm, she is not allowed to. The main effect of this is that she is almost permanently aroused.

After our last play session during which I kept her on edge for about an hour before allowing her the release she so desperately craved, I tasked her with writing me a short account of her emotions and feelings leading up to and during our play. This is her reply to me……

C

I’ve been travelling by bus for almost 30 hours, daydreaming about my Masters presence, wanting nothing more than not being in control anymore. Being fully exposed in every sense - knowing he can see how aroused and excited I am; chest rising and falling faster, nipples hardening, and my pussy glistening with wetness - aching for his touch while relishing in the anticipation and tension in the air.

I was pulled back into reality by another bump on the road, adding that much needed pressure against my clit automatically releasing electric tingles all over my body.

Now finally, at the journeys end, I lay here naked, legs spread, wetness running down my silt - just as my Master likes me. On the edge as I fuck myself hard and deep with my vibe, imagining that it's my Master’s 8-inch cock using me as he pleases. At this moment wanting nothing more than for him to tell me “Good girl" and let me orgasm.

After he has teased and tormented me for some time with his words and his instructions as to what I was to do, legs shaking, hips meeting my vibe longingly, my Master finally puts me out of my agony...under the condition of counting to 30…. out loud …….. then ask for permission to cum.

Having learnt from my previous experience, I slow down just enough to avoid an accident - while still fucking myself in a slow pace, feeling my pussy starting to clench, legs rubbing up against the bed sheets, seeking any sensation to distract myself from cumming before I reach 30.

Counting faster than my Master probably would want me to, but I can feel myself losing control and wanting to avoid an accident I reach the 20s, accompanied by the sound of my wet pussy with each thrust, I bite down on my lips in agony muffling the whimpers.

My mind in an orgasmic haze, I am not sure if I came just before or after 30 but I finally feel my body tense up. Losing the last bit of control I have over my body, moaning "thank you Master" just before the orgasm crashes over me…legs rubbing against each other… moans silenced by biting down and pushing my face into the pillow, not wanting to be heard. Feeling the vibe continuously stimulating me as my legs push it deeper, my pussy clenching it tightly I feel the orgasm hit me in waves.

After what feels like an eternity, the tensions turn into this delicious light tingling all over my body accompanied by smaller spasms of my pussy. Laying there vibe still in me, used and fully content I pick up my phone again to thank my Master for giving me my much-needed relief, and as always hoping he enjoyed himself too. ❤️❤️

Y

Imagine my surprise when a couple of days later, I received a file in my email. C had recorded our session and the file was the audio! I had the wonderful experience of listening to my sub slowly counting to 30 accompanied by her gasps and moans overlaying the unmistakable sounds of a very wet pussy being stimulated.