On Sunday, forty-nine-year-old Louise Carver's mind was in even more turmoil. Her feelings of guilt had never disappeared, but now they were at the forefront again. She could not go on like this.
The sex with twenty-year-old Tyrone McMorris had been sensational, and even the very unexpected lesbian sex with fifty-three-year-old Sheila Towers had been wonderful in its own way, but Louise had decided that it had to stop.
Telling Tyrone that it had to be over was one thing, but still, the guilt about what she had done would be there. She had made up her mind that she would have to confess to her husband, Philip.
She would tell him that she had had sex with a male from work, but not name him, and be very apologetic and beg for forgiveness. She did not intend to mention the sex with Sheila, or the spanking that Louise had received, initially from Tyrone, but mostly from Sheila.
Louise had no idea how Philip might react, but whatever he said or did, she deserved.
Today, with Philip at home, was the obvious time to tell him, but Louise thought that she should talk to Tyrone first, just to explain to him what she was going to do, and why.
Sheila Towers, on the other hand, was feeling no guilt; she never felt guilty about having sex, whoever it was with. The fucking that she had got from Tyrone as part of the agreement that she made with Louise to keep quiet about Louise and Tyrone fucking, had been beyond her wildest dreams. She also enjoyed spanking Louise's arse, and the sex that she had with Louise, completely unplanned, was great too.
Tyronne felt good too; fucking Sheila had been very pleasurable, and he got to make love to Louise; the sex that he and Louise had had the week before was fucking, pure and simple.
Sheila's involvement had only come about by her 'intercepting' a look between Louise and Tyrone in the office a few days before, and becoming suspicious. She then witnessed Tyrone caressing Louise's backside in the office kitchen, and heard them arranging a meeting in the park, a meeting to which she promptly invited herself.
In that meeting, Sheila agreed to not tell Louise's husband what she had discovered if she got a fucking from Tyrone and Louise got a spanking. It was agreed that Tyrone would do the spanking, but when the time came, Sheila was less than impressed with Tyrone's efforts, and took over herself. She really tanned Louise's bare arse.
In the aftermath of the spanking, Sheila fingered Louise, and then the two women had sex. This was completely unplanned and unexpected.
Louise could not really phone Tyrone with her husband in the house, so she sent him a text. The text meant that she was postponing her confession to Philip.
Hi, we need to talk tomorrow, I think a lunchtime trip to the park if that is okay with you. x
Not surprisingly, Tyrone wondered what Louise had in mind for the talk. He texted back.
Okay, but is something wrong? Will Sheila be involved in the talk?
Two very reasonable questions, Louise thought, but she did not want to debate by text and could not phone, so it would have to be Monday.
Talk tomorrow. Doubt if Sheila will be involved. See you tomorrow. x
The response did nothing to ease Tyrone's concerns, but he realised that that was all he was going to get. He texted back to acknowledge, then started wondering what Louise was wanting to say. He concluded that in all probability, she was looking at ending things, but why? Had something happened?
Louise was subdued when she arrived in the office on Monday morning; Sheila was quite the opposite. Tyrone had not arrived yet.
"Good morning, Louise," Sheila said cheerfully, not looking to provoke, just being happy.
"Morning," replied Louise, without looking at Sheila.
"Oh, you sound like someone with a sore arse," laughed Sheila; they were the only two in the office so far.
"I don't want to talk about it," said Louise.
"The sore arse, sex or Tyrone?" continued Sheila. Two more people entered the office, so, to Louise's relief, the conversation ended, at least for now.
Tyrone arrived soon after, and looked towards Louise; he just got a weak smile in acknowledgement.
"Morning Tyrone," smiled Sheila, her eyes going to the young man's crotch.
"Hi Sheila," responded Tyrone, who now saw Sheila Towers in a very different way, but he did not want to upset Louise.
Tyrone looked back at Louise and got a reassuring smile in return. Louise was thinking that if she and Tyrone were finished, which she fully intended, he would not have far to go to find a woman wanting regular sex with him.
Work was going on as normal during the morning, but Tyrone was wondering what Louise was wanting to talk about, Louise was trying to work out how to word what she wanted to say, and Sheila was wondering if and when she would have sex again with Tyrone, and possibly with Louise.
Late in the morning, Sheila followed Louise into the kitchen.
"Don't you have anything to say?" asked Sheila.
"About what?" replied Louise, although she knew full well what Sheila was referring to.
"About last Saturday, of course," said Sheila.
"I am going to talk to Tyrone at lunchtime," responded Louise.
"I will come too," said Sheila.
"No you won't, it is between Tyrone and me," said Louise, looking Sheila in the face.
For a moment there was a definite flicker of sexual attraction between the women.
"I was there too, remember?" said Sheila.
"I know, but lunchtime has to be just him and me, please," said Louise.
"Will you tell me what is going on after, then?" asked Sheila, finding Louise Carver very attractive.
"Maybe," replied Louise.
"Don't I deserve more than a maybe?" said Sheila.
"Maybe," said Louise, but this time with a smile. The women were almost flirting with each other.
"Okay," smiled Sheila, and there was no doubting the mutual attraction, remarkable as the women had known each other for years, and had formed a dislike for each other.
Lunchtime arrived and Louise and Tyrone headed for the park, separately. Sheila thought of following but decided not to.
Louise and Tyrone again made a beeline for the pavilion, the scene of the first time that there was any intimacy between them, and the scene of Sheila's ultimatum.
"Tyrone, I have been doing a lot of thinking," started Louise, when they had sat down.
"Right," said Tyrone, dreading what was coming, although he had a pretty good idea what it was.
"I can't get the guilt out of my head," continued Louise.
"Are you saying that you don't want me anymore?" said Tyrone.
"I am not saying that, but we really do have to stop," said Louise.
"So you do want me," said Tyrone.
"Tyrone, I can't go on like this, I am going to tell my husband," responded Louise.
"About us?" asked Tyrone, thinking of the implications.
"Not us specifically, but I am going to tell him that I have had sex with a male from work," answered Louise.
"How will he react?" asked Tyrone.
"Ha, I have no idea, but I will beg for his forgiveness and tell him that it will never happen again," replied Louise.
"So you are saying that is over between you and me?" said an almost tearful Tyrone.
"Yes, baby; sorry, but it has to be," said Louise, wanting to cuddle Tyrone but knowing not to.
"Can we do it again in the future?" asked Tyrone, hopefully.
"No, when I promise my husband that I will not do it again, I need to mean it," responded Louise.
"Do you think that he will forgive you?" said Tyrone.
"I have no idea what he will do or say," answered Louise.
"I so wanted you," said Tyrone.
"You had me, and it was truly wonderful," replied Louise.
"If it was that wonderful, you would not want to stop," reasoned Tyrone.
"My guilt and my conscience are making me stop, please understand," said Louise, not far from crying.
"Can we still be friends?" asked Tyrone.
"Of course, but not in the way that we have been for the last week and a bit," replied Louise.
"Have you told Sheila?" asked Tyrone.
"Not yet? Why do you ask?" responded Louise.
"Just wondered what she said if you had," answered Tyrone.
"I imagine that her first thought would be that she could have you to herself," said Louise, smiling weakly.
"Maybe," said Tyrone, feeling guilty that the thought of more fucks with Sheila Towers excited him.
"You are sure about this? You are going to tell your husband?" said Tyrone, before accepting that he and Louise were over.
"I have to, it is the only way that I can lose some of the guilt," answered Louise.
"I understand," replied Tyrone, who not for the first time accepted things philosophically.
There was not really anything else to say. They wanted to kiss, but that might have negated a lot of what had been said. They made their separate ways back to the office.
"Tell me then," said Sheila, almost as soon as Louise was back in the office.
"Not now, after work," answered Louise.
Tyrone returned to the office soon after, and Sheila could tell from his face that the chat had probably been about a parting of the ways. As Louise had suspected, Sheila's first thought was of further sex with Tyrone McMorris.
Sheila hung around at the end of the day until only she and Louise were in the office. Tyrone had been one of the last to leave, and he waved to both women.
"What has Mrs Goody Goody decided?" said Sheila, but not in her usual sneering way.
"I have told Tyrone that he and I have to finish," replied Louise.
"Okay, what happened? Did Philip find out? If he did, it was not from me," said Sheila.
"Philip doesn't know, yet, but I am going to tell him," said Louise.
"Shit, is that a good idea?" responded Sheila.
"I don't know if it is a good idea, but I have to tell him for the sake of my conscience," answered Louise.
"How do you think he will take it?" asked Sheila, almost feeling sorry for Louise.
"I haven't a clue, but whatever reaction I get, I deserve," said Louise.
"You telling him tonight?" asked Sheila.
"Maybe, but he has football on TV and after that, it will be getting late," said Louise.
"Tomorrow then," said Sheila, smiling.
"Probably," smiled Louise; there was that attraction again.
"How did Tyrone take it?" asked Sheila.
"Quite well, he is a sensible young man," replied Louise.
"Yeah, that as well," laughed Sheila.
"I think he likes you," said Louise, feeling just a tinge of jealousy knowing that Sheila would probably get unlimited fucks from Tyrone.
"Do you reckon?" smiled Sheila.
"Yep," said Louise.
"Mmmm," responded Sheila.
"Shall I text your phone number to him?" grinned Louise.
"That would be nice of you," smiled Sheila, so Louise did.
So Louise went home, but her confession would probably not be for another twenty-four hours.
What was not going to wait another twenty-four hours was another fuck between Tyrone and Sheila.
Tyrone phoned Sheila almost as soon as Louise texted him Sheila's phone number, and about an hour later they were naked in Sheila's bed, fucking like rabbits.