I find that I have submitted more often to his will, and surprisingly have enjoyed. Little by little, we have learned of each other’s “kinks” (him spanking me, me watching him stroke). We’ve mutually enjoyed, so far.

I love how he teases me when blindfolded, how he rubs lotion on my cheek after a few swats, the way he inserts a finger or two to make sure I am enjoying, how hard he gets doing so.

I'm becoming his sub, at least in the bedroom.

“Will you marry me?” he asks.

“CUNT!” (My safe word).

“We need to talk!”